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Session #118 – May 21, 1989
Gloria’s circle
Present: Betty Welty, Bill Leeper, Edith Durfey, Jean Chisholm, Jnana Sivananda,
Joni Schultz, Jon Paul, Marlayna Brady, Peter Valiton, Vivian Rice and
Sidney Smither
At Jon Paul’s home, following the usual attunement, invocation and meditation, the
meeting began.
Sheariam: Blessings to you, seekers of truth. We come now nearly to the end of
our lessons on the Karmic wheel. Today we must address the concerns of “Wants”
and “Thoughts” and the role of the Mental Body.
As given before, you think that you “Think”, and you merely process. You
live daily on the drives of the Desire Body, of the Attitudes and Habit Patterns in the
Emotional Body. You do not truly entertain real “Thoughts”. You go through your
day, hour by hour, without consideration of what you truly “Want”. You work hard
to satisfy “Need”, to put a roof between you and the rain, to put cloth upon your
body, to protect from cold or to shade from heat. You give yourselves limited
opportunity to love and be loved. If you can successfully do these things and feel
that you have succeeded, but that is not what you have come into this planet to do. If
that were true, you would be a tree or a toadstool.
You elected to evolve through the Human Consciousness. You chose to be a
force in the evolution of your planet and your solar system. You chose to be part of
that thrust to Specialization. Still you live at an Instinctual Level, concerned about
paying bills, not making someone angry, striving to live in some sense of decorum
and peace, and not doing well at any of these. Why do you suppose that is true? It is
because you do not exercise your innate right as Human Consciousness to use the
Mental Body?
The Mental Body pre-existed the phase of Human Consciousness in which
you now participate. There is in that rich reservoir all you need to know, all the
power that you need to exercise in order to fill any “want” that you can create.
Anything that you can imagine, you can have. But do you have it? No, because you
do not exercise your Mental Bodies. Your “thinking” is merely processing.
True “Thought” is creative. It seems to come from outside yourselves, for the
Mental Body not only is within, but it is without. It is greater and grander than your
small collection of Physical, Desire, Emotional and vital Bodies. It is there for all
and yet rarely utilized. You, as a generation of humans, exist on this planet at a time
of change when the Human Consciousness is evolving into closer attunement with its
natural resources of the Human portion of the Mental Body.
Your mentors of ages, your ancient wise ones, have told that to go without is
to go within. To find what you “Want”, you must go within. What you “Want” is
not without. It is within. Only you, with your self-awareness have the capacity for
this mental activity. We have told you many times that the power of your “Thought”
can go around your globe many times before losing force, and yet you do not use
that great power with which you are endowed, because you allow the worldly
requirements to distract you. You do not give sufficient time to Contemplation, to
Meditation, to allowing Mental activities. Brain process is not Mental activity.
You have been given by evolution a brain that has greater power than you
can even imagine, and you use a very minute part of it. Each day, time should be
given to the exercise of Imagination. The image-making capacity of Human
awareness is the most power tool you have at your command. That is not a theory.
That is a fact! You can move mountains with your brain power. How much more
can you move by using the resources of the Mental Body? Galaxies! You can travel
to the most distant stars, and yet you remain prisoner of your own planet. It is small
groups such as this that will break the barriers. You will put that hole in the dike of
obtuseness. If only one of you can do it, then all of you can.
That portion of the Wheel of Karma we have entitled “Thought”, is that
thought of the rational conscious mental activity of which you are capable outside of
the drives of the Desire body. It is through that potential, through the exercise of
that power, that you change the Attitudes and Habit Patterns of lifetimes that are
embedded in your Emotional Body. It is through changing those establishments that
you bring about the evolution of the primitive desires that comprise the Desire body.
If you are to extricate yourselves from this chain of lifetimes under the Law of
Dominance, you must learn to utilize the resources of the Mental Body.
Now, as an incarnate human being, you have access to only a certain portion
of the Mental Body. Access is determined by the accomplishments over your groups
of lifetimes. Also it is influenced by those other efforts in Parallel Lifetimes, and the
group effort of all of the entities which comprise an Ego. So it behooves you to spend
time in Contemplation and seek through Thought Process communication with
those other personalities together with which you comprise an Ego.
Look in the Mental Realm for your Ego Mates. Together you can do great
things. Alone, you can still do great things, but the power of unity is unlimited. Now,
you, as an individual, may not know what some other individual may know, because
you do not have access to the same portion of the Mental Body. But when you work
together cooperatively, and you put together your knowledge, how much more can
you know!
Specialization cannot be described to you, for it is your release from the Law
of Dominance. It is a state of balance, of harmony, of individuality, of freedom that
does in no way inhibit the same privileges of another. You cannot even imagine what
the Specialization is that your species is evolving. It is for you, at this stage of your
evolution, to develop the use of the Mental Body and begin to divorce yourselves
from being the obedient slaves of the Desire Body. You do that by rational,
conscious determination, in turn recreating the Attitudes and Habit Patterns of the
Emotional Body.
So, you have been given the Mobilizers, but as you work to use the resources
of the Mental Body, that which mobilizes you becomes changed, and you establish a
pattern of conduct based on higher levels of mobilizers: more open-heartedness,
more generosity, more caring, fewer boundaries, and consequently less need to
exercise Dominance. You will know that you are making individual progress when
you find the bonds of Dominance dropping away from you. It is not that you will not
serve, or that you will not be responsible, but you do so from Self-Initiation. You
exercise Dominance only over yourself. You do not make Contracts with hidden
clauses. You do not pursue goals with hidden agendas. In Specialization there will
be no secrets. There will be no need to be secretive.
Strive to make your life an open book. Strive to eliminate fears and self-
doubt, and all of those limiting beliefs that are roused in your Emotional Body.
Learn how to negotiate contracts with others that exercise no Dominance in excess
on either party. Strive for equality. Strive to recognize worth. Do not value in terms
of accomplishment, of Status, or even Space, but intrinsic worth, that which is
worthy. It takes that Attitude to truly access the Mental Body resource which is
yours.
Each of you reincarnationally have laid claim to a certain portion of the
over-all Mental Body, and that is your exclusive right. So you channel that through
to others. You share your knowledge. You share your talents. You share your
expertise so that all benefit. If you use that portion of the Mental Body which is
exclusively yours to exercise Dominance over another, then you mis-use it, and the
consequence is that you stay where you are. You make no progress.
Sometimes in the reincarnational process a debt is incurred which requires
direct payment, and thus much Illusion, imbalance, has been created in your
Thought processes about the Law of Karma. The Law of Karma is that process that
starts at one place and must inevitably end at another. The Quality and
Quantification of that ending is changed by the use of the Mental Body. So while
you must meet and fulfill the obligations you have incurred, you have the choice of
making that fulfillment of a nature in keeping with your Goals, in keeping with your
Wants, and you do that through Thought, Creative Thought, not data processing,
not through the Desire Body but through the Mental Body.
Thus it is that many of your creative writers with their wonderful
imaginations can see a Human Species that has enlarged heads and huge brains,
because they do not understand that it is not the magnification of the instrument but
the full utilization of the resource. The brain, your brain, could be 1/100th of the
cellular structure that it now is and still do much greater things than you do with it.
You have no concept of your power. Only through researching into the Mental Body
can you discover that power and exercise it. Were Humankind on this planet able to
fully conceptualize the power of which they are capable, the Ratio of volition to
Consciousness could not sustain the use of such power.
You must exercise your power through increasing conscientiousness. To use
that power harmfully is to set your entire species back, and you do with the wars
and with the consequences, the rape of your planet. You must begin to use the
mental resources to replace the natural planetary resources that have been
demolished. You, in your own little Space, can work towards that end with your
Imagination. If you picture the rain forests intact, you do more to inhibit their
destruction than were you to go in your Carbon Body and sit in defiance. Driving
nails into trees to prevent their harvest does more harm than good. If you sit in your
living room and Imagine with great Emotional Force a glorious forest, then you do
more good than any anti-social act can ever accomplish.
Now, inasmuch as we are unable to describe to you Specialization, we draw
to a close our instruction on the Wheel of Karma. We will continue to answer your
questions and assist you in any way that we can to accomplish the steps from where
you are at the Instinctual Level to where you must go at the Thought Level. But the
formal instruction can bear no more benefit for you. Only experience can do it for
you now. So we conclude, and we bless you. So now I would talk with you. What do
you have for me?
Jnana: I was wondering if the telepathic connection exercises which came
through to me several weeks ago were inspired by the temple teachers or my source
group. (It is an excellent example of what we have discussed this day, that you, in
your Consciousness and with your Volition reached out into the Mental Body to
draw upon that portion to which you have access. There is much more there for you
to bring through.)
Was this from my source group? (Only as a guide. You did this.) Thank you,
Sheariam. (You have studied long. You have tried very hard. Now it is time for you
to recognize your own accomplishment.)
Jon Paul: Sheariam, I want to welcome you to my home. I have a question about
Hadiki. As has been given us, Hadiki is a community of Consciousness. We are told to
accept the idiosyncrasies and foibles of one another. What are the guidelines for
acceptance into Hadiki? Are not all people who have self-awareness and a desire to be
part of the community to be included? Are we not to be more open-hearted to our
brothers and sisters? (We have never placed limitations on participation in Hadiki. In
the beginning we gave to our channel certain requirements, because, as you now
exist under the Law of Dominance, in your slang, “You must put your money where
your mouth is.” You must prove to others under the conditions that exist that you
are sincere. Money, at this point, is what seems to prove that sincerity. You are fast
approaching that time when physical contribution of personal strength, of personal
attention, of personal participation will be the proof, not the money.)
Joni: We feel very blessed to have been able to speak with Enid and hope to
speak with her again. Is this possible? (In her time at her discretion.)
Sidney: To follow up on Jon Paul’s question: As I originally understood it, anyone,
any human being, could join Hadiki if they would agree to either the financial
contribution or another contribution that came from their own personal beingness, in
some way, or their own personal manufacture. Was my understanding correct in that
regard? (That is true, but the finances were not only necessary as proof, but also to
support some Hadiki activities. That is now accomplished.)
Betty: Could you give us some more direction of where Hadiki and the circle will
be going? What will we be doing? Where will we be meeting the next couple of months?
What will our projects be? (For the short time to come, your usual routine should be
observed. You will have your away meetings, as this one is, and you will have your
at-home meetings as you have in the past. You have gardens to raise. You have seeds
to produce. You have food to provide yourselves with, for your food that is
purchasable is not suitable for your consumption, except that you take
extraordinary measures to bless and cleanse. Your water is undrinkable. You must
filter and treat your water. Even your filtered water should be cleansed, should be
blessed with the power of your hands.)
Edith: A session or so ago we asked about going on a camping exercise, and we
were told that it would be a good idea. I’m a little bit confused as to whether that was to
be just an outing of the group on its own, or whether it was to be a Hadiki and circle
session such as we’re having today. (It is to be a Hadiki, yes.) And a circle as today?
(Possibly.)
Betty: And we were tentatively planning that in June. Does that still feel good?
(It is all right with us. The geographical location means nothing to us.) (Laughter.)
Marlayna: The meaning of Tzaphkiel is “to dream”. Judith has said that dreams
celebrate part of our life, not only the dream when we are sleeping, but the dreams of
aspiration that we experience in our waking state. These dreams are individual and are
sparked by communicating with your source group. How can we best be analytical about
our own understanding and use of Laws as for Quantifying our Quality and becoming
individuated? I might also add being able to access this imaging with the Mental Body?
To carry that further, our work together should be like what I visualize as graduate school
where each person specializes, but brings individual strength of knowledge and
discernment to the group consciousness. What is happening in our group dynamics
where these strengths do not come to the fore?
Sheariam:As one withholds, one holds the whole group back. This is why it is a
requirement, an absolute requirement that each individual who presents him or
herself as a candidate for membership in Hadiki be fully agreeable to participate, to
contribute, to take part. One cannot benefit from a group action and not contribute
fully to that action without inhibiting the end result of the group’s action.
Now, as to dreams, these are a spontaneous accessing of the Mental Body. As
your culture has denied you that enrichment, it has prevented the creativity that
dreams can manifest in one’s daily Consciousness. You should all be utilizing your
dream material, for that is one avenue to understand where your life is at the
moment and what is wrong with it, what needs fixing, and what is benefiting you,
and where you should be turning your eyes to see what the future holds for you.
Your own symbology must be studied, must be understood for you to put your
dreams into daily terminology for your understanding. Does that help you? (Yes,
thank you.)
Jean: I am involved in this Circle and in June’s Circle, and it seemed to me that
they are so inter-woven, and different parts are coming from each one. Part of the other
Circle is close to acquiring a physical facility in California, a very big land grant. I
wondered what my part is. It seems that since Myra and I are in both groups, it seemed
there must be some purpose in this. Can you tell me anything about the over-all plan?
Part of what you said today about the mind bringing through things which overcome the
things that we’re doing to the earth was reported in the other Circle: mind opening the
earth, making it more fertile and so on, by the use of mind. You probably know all that,
but can you answer my question about my going on any further? You are in both groups
by personal choice, which is your privilege and your right. You must decide whether
or not you are able to make a full contribution to both groups.)
They do not conflict, except on this one time when accidentally they were
overlapped. But is there an overall plan that I don’t know about that they are connected at
a higher level? (How can you ask that question? How can you doubt that such would
be so?)
I think they must be. Both groups are working for the same final goal. I wonder if
the groups should be united. (Not unless the individuals that comprise the groups so
desire.) I think I understand. (The individual at whatever level of existence cannot say,
“These two entities must marry”. But if the individuals desire to get together, then
they can arrange such a thing. Each group is an entity, an individual entity,
empowered with body and mind. Do you understand?)
I think I do. My further question is: “You said that there are other groups that are
being served, and I guess I was trying to understand which groups the messages are
coming to and which groups are related. You talked about finding our Ego Group and our
Soul Group and I wondered if this was part of that pattern. (All of life is part of an over-
all pattern. There are no divergences. There are patterns within patterns.) That’s
what I am trying to understand. (If you want me to tell you what the future
relationship is to be between Hadiki in this group and Hadiki and the other group, I
cannot tell you that. That is evolutionary. That is your growing Consciousness. It is
your changing the ratio between Volition and Consciousness that determines that.
That is your travel toward Specialization.)
I think I understand. (We do not exercise power from where we exist over the
activities in which you people are involved. As a matter of actuality, you have more
power over what happens where we are than we have over where you are.)
Betty: In lots of ways that’s frightening. (Indeed, you have a responsibility.
Else why would we wish to teach you? We could ignore you.)
(Laughing.) Oh dear, here we thought it was because you strictly loved us. (Oh,
but it is.)
I have made the assumption that if something comes along and catches our
attention, and I keep evaluating it, and it depends on how much I look at the thing, and if
it adds to our personal growth and our understanding, then it is a contributory factor to
Hadiki. (True.) Not necessarily that it needs to be melded, or that they approach it the
same way, but as it helps us to develop or to weed out, or to say, “No, that is not the
direction I want to go.” (True.) Oh, thank you, Sheariam.
Sheariam: We, in no way, have we ever asked you to be elitist, to be separative,
or secretive. We have advised that certain practices could be harmful to those who
do not understand. That is the only withholding that we have ever requested. We
have not asked you, or demanded of you, not to participate in any activity that is
going to contribute to your enlargement, to your growth, to your progress. There is
nothing exclusive about Knowledge.
While each of you has access to a certain portion of the Mental Body, that
portion is not isolated from the rest of the body, any more than your hand is isolated
from the rest of your physical body. You cannot lift your hand so that you do not lift
the hand’s Desire, Emotional and Vital Bodies. There is no way you can move any
portion of the Carbon Body and not move that same portion of the subtle bodies.
So how, then, can you imagine that we would ask you to limit your activities
and isolate you from all which is you? That would be one good sign that we were
lying to you. Anything that separates you from any section of potential life
experience is a lie. Do not trust anyone who says, “Don’t read that. Don’t do that.
Don’t go there. Do not listen to that person.”
What did we say about Specialization? That it would be total freedom, did
we not? Yet if there are inhibitions, is that total freedom? If what we offer is of
benefit, then it is for you to use, and to decide what part of it you will use. But if we
attempt to limit you in any way, then it is your time to say, “That is not Sheariam.
That is not our temple teachers, for the temple is freedom.” We limit ourselves
individually through our Conscience. It is between ourselves that we determine
“right” or “wrong”. We do not accept limitation from any individual, only from
ourselves. You should do the same.
Betty: Can you give further clarification on making the decisions to take a
workshop or participate in this or participate in something else? How can we decide
whether it is worth our time ahead of time, or can we? (There are a number of
considerations. For example, the reputation of the organization or the individual
who is providing this experience, but your best criterion comes from within, comes
from your source group’s advice and what you access from the Mental Realm.)
Thank you. I have felt that I have taken a couple of workshops, maybe, just to tie
up loose ends, things that are carry-overs from past lives. (That is entirely possible.)
Jon Paul: Sheariam, I have a question for you from Jenika and Bill about the
Montana trip. Gloria saw on China Ridge a Chinese man. They want to know the
significance of this, and also the significance of Finn Gulch. Could you give any pertinent
information? (As I access the memories of Gloria, what I am able to determine is that
the specter which she saw had little to do with her presence, but that is a
“haunting”, in your terms, and she merely happened to see it. That individual lost
that carbon body at that place under difficult circumstances and has not been able
to separate from the carbon body. So significance? There is none in regard to your
question.
The significance of the general location which you mentioned is that there are
remnants of a community, what you would call a ghost town, in a valley, a very
small valley, a meadow-like valley, in which she has been shown, and to which she
must go, and that is all that we can tell you.) That would be up Finn Gulch. This is a
place for a follow-up trip. Would this meadow be up Finn Gulch? Up in that area? (Yes.)
I have another question. You talked earlier about utilizing our own dream material
and our own symbology. I’ve had two dreams that I’m wondering about. They’re very
important to me. I’ve gone through a lot of changes in the last four or five months, and
the dream had to do with my mother’s home which had been moved into Portland. It was
on Broadway. We were determining whether we should sell the home or move it back to
the country, maybe to a different location, or to let the home go.
The other dream was about the home, and also about the farm. My brother and I
were discussing whether we wanted to maintain the energy that it took to keep things
going or whether it was time for us to get into exploring other aspects of our lives. At
first, I thought that the dream about the home had to do with my own physical body, but
the symbology to me has to do with the fact that I’m questioning my life right now and
what I’m doing. Yes. The mother’s home is the symbol of the universal womb, and
you have moved in your dream to the “broad way”, you see, seeking wider avenues
of expansion and growth. But that seems to require a proximity to an urban energy
or force, and there is the desire within you to keep removed from such tangled
impactions. For your continued growth, you require the peace and the solitude of
non-urban areas, and yet there is that within you, the karmic thrust, which says, “I
still have things to be accomplished that can only be accomplished among people of
urban personality.” So you should seek those urban personalities who also feel the
need for broader perspective, for the life in a peaceful, more gentle mode, and seek
to establish community there.
As to the farm, that is the symbol of your contribution. It is your cultivation
of your life. Should you continue to cultivate it as you have in the past or should you
seek a different way? That is in process. The decision is not reached, but your
dreams to come will give you the direction in which you should move.)
Is this something that my brother is also moving through, considering his future?
(Not your family brother, but brothers of like mind.)
You talked about parallel realities and our parallel individuals. I feel like I have
been getting a lot of information about that from, maybe, one in another culture. I’m
particularly focusing my energy right now into trying to learn more Spanish. Do you have
any information about the particular focus that I’m feeling now in my life? (It is not for
us to say. We approve of your efforts and we support you, and we surround you
with our love and our protection, but it is your decision. This is your pursuit to
achieve the levels of the karmic wheel of Want and Thought. You are re-establishing
new Mobilizers, and we cannot even guide you in any direct way. We can only
support you.) Thank you, Sheariam.
Jnana: Understanding that probabilities can change any second, could you
indicate a time line for the next major earth change in this area and the economic changes
you’ve told us about? (Towards the end of your season of heat.) For both the economic
and earth changes? (Yes.)
Jon Paul: Sheariam, I want to follow up on that. If our Consciousness can really
change things, should we not be focusing our Thought to bring about, to really affect this,
rather than dwelling upon the fact that something may or may not happen? (How can you
dare to pre-determine what consequence others should experience? You have the
power. Certainly you have the power, but use that power to determine the
consequences only for yourself, not for others.
I’m thinking about parallel realities. Do we want to tune into this as our reality or
a parallel reality. (Do so. But you were saying, rather than concentrating on what is
happening in this reality, to focus the Consciousness to change this reality. That is
not your Purpose. Your Purpose is to change your own reality. If that must take
place within, above, or on the edge of economical and physical changes for others, so
be it. You cannot view alternate realities as an escape from this. This carbon body is
focused into this reality, and this is the one that should have your priority and focus
of attention. The others can be accessed as supportive material, but you have no
right to change the other realities, only this one.)
Sidney: Then we can will Divine Will and bless everything that impacts all
humanity, in hopes that whatever occurs for each individual is the Absolute best for them.
(Divine Will is that the best shall be brought to all. Divine Law is that each makes
his own reality.)
Jon Paul: I’m thinking particularly for the group that was up at Antelope. Bhagwan
had said that it would be the end of the world, and it was the end of the world for his
group, but it was not our reality. (That is true.) We did not choose that reality.
(Correct.) Could you discuss that more? (This group has been told time and time
again not to focus in on the dreadful things to come. You have been told to make
your own reality, and the destiny which you have chosen shall be met, regardless.
But you manage the Quality and the Quantity of the fate that you experience by the
way in which you create your reality. You choose, and if you so choose in the midst
of tumbling buildings and splitting earth and walls of water, if you create the
reality, you will be safe. You will have whatever you create.) Thank you, Sheariam.
Peter: I want to thank you so very much. I can’t say enough thank you’s. I’ve
been going over some of the earlier lessons and starting to put into practice some of the
exercises, very slowly, but I expect to increase. I’m grateful that we’re given the tools to
move forward. I’m hoping to take a backpack up to Mt. Shasta in August, and I’m hoping
that the tools I’m given here will make it possible to make that trip meaningful. I’m very
grateful. I feel good. Thank you. (It is our pleasure, and that is all we intend to do for
you, because, in reality, ours or yours, it is all that we can do for you, to give you
tools, to share information.)
Jnana: Sheariam, could you explain a little more about the power of a pyramid.
Why is it that the power is dependent on the angle and not the substance from which the
pyramid is made. Where is the power generated? With magnets it seems to be a little
more understandable by our technology, but pyramids are a little more of a mystery. (The
power of pyramids is derived from the structure of the Universe, and there is no
way in this planetary experience that I could describe that to you, for I do not even
understand it myself.) OK. (Laughter.) (Betty: It just is.)
Edith: Sheariam, this is rather a personal question. You know the rigid diet I’ve
been on for several years and why. I wondered if I’m still staying on it purely from fear
or is it that I will be needing it, using it, including the discipline, in the future. (Yes. You
had created a reality in which you had to learn that discipline. It has been good for
you, but you have taught yourself that discipline through the exercise of Fear. Now
you should teach yourself that discipline through the exercise of Love, and free
yourself from the Dominance of Fear.) Thank you.
Peter: I presume, then, that the exercising Dominance through Love that we no
longer have to be subject to… What is it when you are allergic to certain foods? (Fear.)
Release the Fear, and we should no longer be subject to the limitation of those foods,
then… Is that correct? Yes. The carbon body’s response to any internal or external
impaction is a direct result of the beliefs held in the Emotional Body.)
Betty: These beliefs in the Emotional Body can be carry-overs from other
lifetimes? (Almost certainly are. Not all of them learned in this lifetime. Those that
are learned in this lifetime are those that are uppermost, more readily discernible.)
Easiest to get out? Easiest to weed out? (Yes.)
Jean: Sheariam, you talked about us developing our imagination more and the
importance of meditation. Can you say anything more about this developing the
imagination, that we are not being able to imagine at this time? (Many humans today on
this planet are not able to visualize. Any procedure that enables one to visualize can
be an asset. Visualization is essential to the creative process of manifestation. If you
cannot visualize it, the end result will be imperfect.)
So then you are saying to make a model of the vision you have, and give it to
another person to handle, so they can handle and from that begin to get a sense. (That is
one way.) And use of color? (Yes.) And sound? (Yes.) And dance or movement? (Yes.
All of these things we have given the channel to be incorporated in her
presentations.) And so this is actually a lot of activity, not just a passive thing. It’s a lot
of use of the body besides the sitting in meditation. (Indeed.) Thank you.
Joni: Sheariam, I can only remember a brief snip of a dream, but in it I found
that someone had put a hypodermic needle, only the needle part, in a vein in my left arm,
going in the vein the wrong way, and just left it. A little blood came out, and then
nothing. Then it was just there. At the same time, I remember the perception of a tube
down my throat, which was very irritating and suffocating, almost, to me. That’s all I can
remember. Is there any information you can give me about that? (That is a fragmentary
recall of a death experience.)
Oh. Is there anything more that I could know about it? Is there any significance?
(The significance is that in this lifetime, you are allowing others to “tube-feed” you.
You are putting yourself in positions of a suggested intravenous injection, but they
do not follow through.)
Meaning that I am giving them this authority and withholding from it, or that they
choose not to accept the authority? (You are seeking someone to take this role, and
then being disappointed when they do not.)
Can you offer me suggestions for my overcoming this? (Quit victimizing
yourself. Assess situations in terms of the question: “Am I a victim? Am I making
myself a victim in this circumstance, or am I being an equal force?) Thank you. Now
I am not suggesting that you meet force with force. You understand that?) Yes, there
are other ways of dealing besides meeting force with force. (Or being a victim.) Yes.
Jnana: Sheariam, I was wondering if you could tell me the significance of
Gloria’s vision of me injuring myself with an axe about several months ago in Salem. (I
am unable to access that.)
Betty: Two things I would like to ask about, Sheariam. The old growth. When
our daughter came up to visit recently, we talked about the rain forests and picturing them
whole. I thought, “That is something that we can apply”. Are we worrying needlessly
about the old growth disappearing? (In this manner, that nothing is intended to last
forever on this planet, all life forms of the plant realm require pruning, even as
certain parts of your own body require removal by some process. If, in the plant
kingdom, that removal process is allowed by natural death and decay, it serves one
Purpose. But inasmuch as human Consciousness has arrived at that elevation of
Volitional activity that it can, with wisdom, prune the plant realm without
destroying it, then it should do so. But that must be done with wisdom, not
wholesale rape of the earth.) We are seeing it as wholesale rape in some of these areas.
Is that correct? (In some areas that is true.)
But again, if we can bless it and see it whole, and see the old growth remaining?
(See the balance. See new growth supplanting old growth, preserving the habitat,
producing more product to be used, but diminishing the use of that product to such
a degree that the product has time to fulfill its Purpose, to accomplish its ends.) Then
that would apply to lifetimes of humans, too, wouldn’t it? (Certainly.)
The other question I had was about a dream. I don’t remember too often, but I was
in a bathtub of alligators. They weren’t huge. They were nibbling on my toes, and I
decided that I didn’t like sharing with them, so I got up, and I was going to move them to
another location. As I drained out the water to get at them, they also went down the drain.
(The alligators are those little annoyances that nibble at the edge of your
consciousness when you are trying to “clean up your act”. If you see them as being
the figments, if you will, those short-lived creations which you have given yourself to
keep yourself uncomfortable, when you drain away that surround, that
environment, those annoyances go with it.)
Betty: I feel like the relationship with my mother has changed. After the last
meeting, I stated my “Wants” to her, that I wanted her to stay in Arizona, at which time
the alligators came into the tub, (laughter.) because she stated that she would stay down
there, and two days later she said, “I am coming up”. I feel like I’m more washing my
hands of the whole situation and becoming hard-hearted about it. (You place such value
judgments on your actions as to make yourself “nibbled at by the alligators”. There
is no reason for you to chastise yourself and call yourself hard-hearted, because you
have stated a course of action and intend to maintain it. Had you not stated your
position, but then “washed your hands”, as you say, you would have been wrong.
That would have been a contract with hidden clauses. You made your contract. If
your mother does not wish to contract with you, then she does not have to. But
neither do you have to accept her terms. You do not have to contract with her.)
The whole situation seems to have broken my progress I made with my brother,
also. That was rather astonishing. I choose not to deal with him at this time. Is that wise,
or can you give me any insights on that? (It is best that you deal with those kinds of
problems when you are ready to deal with them. Otherwise, you go un-armed to
battle. Find a way, a time and place, when battle is not the intent, and then deal with
it.)
It appeared to me that he changed his position, his contract, totally, from what he
had said verbally before. (Then the contract that you thought you were engaged in is
invalid.)
So I state my own terms and where I am. (Indeed.) Thank you. Any more help
along that line would be most appreciated.
Jean: Sheariam, I’m thinking about the upcoming workshops that Gloria is
going to put on and my part in helping with them. Can you give me any directions for
what I should be doing? (You are providing the location and the hospitality. Anything
else that is needed, Gloria will ask you for.) Thank you.
Vivian: Sheariam, I am, I think, in complete limbo. I’m not accomplishing much.
I’m not understanding. I’m not gaining. I read a lot. I get something from it, but that’s as
far as it goes. What should I be doing that I’m not? (You should be at least attempting
to actively practice some one of the activities given in the early sessions. To read and
to think, which is only to process, is one thing, but physical movement, physical
engagement in activities, assists the brain to work with the Mental Body. You have
been given exercises, for instance, to create a ball of energy between your palms. In
your quiet times, when you are alone, you should practice doing that until you can
produce a strong ball of force that you can feel and move, that you can direct
through the atmosphere around you.)
I’ve been doing that in meditations, but the most I’ve gotten is maybe a sensation
in my fingertips. (Then you are moving along. Give yourself time.) Thank you.
Edith: In regard to purifying water supply, is there anything that we can do with
our hands, with our color and sounds even, that would help purify it? (Of course, there
is.) Do you have anything that you can share? (When you have prepared a glass of
water for your drinking, cup your hands around the glass, not touching the glass, an
inch or so of space between your palms and the glass, and then gaze into the water
and think of the color blue. Visualize that water as being as blue as the sky. This
kills remaining bacteria that is harmful to the carbon body. It empowers the water
with a magnetic force that assists the cells in their reproduction and in their life
functions.)
Would setting water in a blue container, like a blue glass jar out in the sunshine?
(If that helps your visualization, but your mental power is much greater in force
than solar rays.) Hot Dog!
Betty: I had learned that technique of blessing the food with the hands. I assume
that again helps to empower that. Is there any visualization that can go along with that?
(For food, the visualization is green.) Thank you.
Joni: Is there a time we might want to use another color? If we need strength
for something coming up or a particular emotional situation, do we change the food with
a different color? (No.)
Jon Paul: Some of us today are going to work in the garden and some of us are
going to work making soap. Do you have any thoughts about our garden making, besides
doing our invoking and blessing the earth for its abundance, and also getting in touch
with the devas. Do you have any other thoughts? (Yes. Ask the cooperation of the
devas and know that as you make your garden, you are investing the Hadiki
Consciousness in it, that it will provide nutritious, supportive food, that will serve to
nourish more than merely the carbon body.)
Betty: Sometimes it is difficult to find species, seed and plant, and so forth. Is it
all right to just use what is available for Now? (For now you are growing the Hadiki
Consciousness more than the seed.)
And even in our own personal gardens, the same thing? (Yes.) I have Callendula
coming up, for instance. It’s been there several years now, and I’ve decided to bless it
and continue with it rather than worry about getting a pure species to start with. (Good.
Good.) I would also be interested in adding Callendula to soap that I make. It’s supposed
to protect and moisturize, I believe. (Yes. ) Could you give some instructions on how that
is best done? (Crush the green parts of the plant. Extract the juices and add the
juices only, and not the fiber.)
Jon Paul: Should that be added to the soap? (Yes, when it’s liquid.)
Betty: When we are stirring it for the soponification process? Add a little of it
then? (Best added after soponification, but before it gets too thick.) My impression
had been that we use the calendula flowers, but you’re saying the green part, not
necessarily the flowers. (For soap.) And what can the flowers be used for? (Many
things.) All right. I’ll wait.
Edith: You couldn’t use a blender to extract the juice from the plant? (Any way
that you can crush the fiber to extract the juices.)
Sheariam: It is time to draw this to a close. It has been our pleasure to enjoy your
company, and we look forward to the time that we shall be together again. Blessings
to you in your day and know that we shall be with you. Enjoy what you are doing.
Go in peace, joyfully.
Students: Thank you, Sheariam. We love you.
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