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Contents Circle #106
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1 We are all candidates on the PATH OF INITIATION
Four BASIC NEEDS -- IDENTITY, SPACE, UNION, STATUS
IDENTITY
Our "I AM" statements usually followed by a qualifier, a
Dimension,
to define our Identity. This qualifying is a Need.
Identity wears different faces -- employee, parent, lover,
student.
Desire Body Needs drive us.
I AM manifests the ROD.
SPACE -- labels put us in identifiable space -- limit.
Your space -- determined by self, consented to, forced upon us.
2 No boundaries needed with "oneness".
PURPOSES determine how we allow NEEDS to drive us.
PURPOSES -- Survival, Security, Comfort, Luxury.
Comfort may be given up in pursuit of a Want.
Cannot remain driven by Needs if we are to attain Second Level of
Purpose.
Relinquish space gained through egotistical behavior.
Allow someone else to take credit for achievements
without
losing Identity or permitting Space boundaries to
crumble.
What makes us angry, depressed, feel unappreciated, hurts
our feelings?
Cannot shed Desire Body until all NEEDS that drive are surmounted,
and
we act on Volition in Consciousness, in full awareness, not on Need.
3 Well meditation recommended -- an exercise in awareness.
Perceiving Mind can only witness that which is created.
Creative Mind can only create out of that which is perceived.
Jon Paul's material object.
Symbology of feminine figure peculiar to human condition at this
time.
GENDER is an ATTITUDE. Different from sexuality.
Gender important in other realities.
Sex we inhabit if vehicle for expression of some emotional
attitudes and habit patterns.
4 We are moving back toward greater androgeny (char. of both
sexes).
Work with meditation object from lowest chakra upward.
Jenika's material object. Will present riddle. Will emanate
vibration
of mystery, intrigue that draws.
COSMIC CONNECTION -- if it is to represent Temple, must be confined
to
what Temple Teachers give.
5 Teachers unable to present complete picture. They give the kernels.
Individual adds trappings, interpretations appropriate for self.
Only appropriate to pass the kernels on to others with
encouragement that they seek their own interpretations.
Don't put our EXPECTATIONS of interpretations on others.
OK to share personal experiences and development of
understanding.
Not OK to take dominance on another's opportunity to develop.
Intimacy -- sharing personal space -- not invasion or taking
possession
Things breaking in Joni's environment.
Related to attracting attention to inconsistency of expectancies.
Vibrational activity in magnetic field around self causes
appurtenances to reflect breaking down of expectancy system.
6 Comes from Mental Body -- expectancies have formed rigid
boundaries that need to be broken.
Portions of self setting up vibrations to shatter those
boundaries.
Effect pervades physical structures, Emotional and Vital
Bodies.
Myra's fall -- outward manifestation of Emotional Body perception of
having fallen down on job.
Owen -- at age to assert a demandingness, take his turn.
Can choose between continuing as accommodator or set Want as a
Goal.
Staying accommodator no sin -- simply stay on plateau.
Means denying a Want, but will have another chance.
Any choice denies possibilities of other choices.
Do not sacrifice personal thrust to another's misperception.
Obliged only to fulfill expectations set for self.
7 Jean in process of house cleaning her life.
Relinquish treasures stored in dusty corners of mind and heart.
May be regarded as ecological recycling.
Colin has own Desires -- living his life as his unconscious dictates,
to his own Expectations, his own Identity, that only he can change.
Jean's phlebitis -- result of determination that things must be as
perceived. Must be more flowing, accepting, allow recycling.
Greg Cramer's passing -- found empowerment in his church which he can
now use in another reality.
8 Sojourn in Cramer family a temporary aside. Now resuming.
Church a vehicle for discovery of his personal power.
Personal thrust vs. egotistical motives.
If outside force denies existence as individual, you deny own
thrust if you permit situation to continue.
GROUP -- created by individuals -- has Identity and individual
Spaces within the group Space.
Identity only with the Group (no self identity) has
sacrificed
thrust of individual potency.
Not Quantifying the Quality of humanism.
Group identity may be family name.
Functions -- what contributions to group, what to self goals.
Must sustain own Identity to give that contribution to group.
Individual expression through intellect, emotions, skills,
talents, much better than total conformity to group drives.
Female gender in family may be so involved as to preclude
intellectual feeding, emotional growth , self-discovery.
Individual thrust, creative thinking, modification of desire
drives, attitudes, habit patterns, choice of motivational
mobilizers may be limited by group imposed activities,
drives.
MEDITATION -- blue-green ball energizes chakras to permit sending
rays of energy to form greater ball -- part of each circle member.
Mercy, love, and compassion sent to the common ball.
Triangle of community harmony -- heart and abdomen chakras &
ball.
Third eye -- pour into ball Faith in future of humanity, Hope for
changing awareness, and Generosity of spirit. Disperse ball.
Build future in which individuality will not be sacrificed on
alter
of misperception. So, become force for peace. Feel blessedness
of return for positive action.
Back to self awareness, to joy of being self and sharing
self.
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