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Contents Circle #133 Page
1 Such as Circle members to bring QUANTIFICATION OF QUALITY to humans. Enable awareness to be increased so all life forms regenerated. Functioning at level of CONSCIOUS CHOICE rather than INSTINCTUAL NEED enables life forms to evolve. Human awareness on threshold of breakthrough to communicate with the now unseen Teachers. Many Circle members will facilitate ushering NEW AGE. WILL: SELF WILL we are aware of. ("I WILL ...) When so stated, creates a substantial event that has impact. Hope is to QUANTIFY QUALITY to eliminate negative results. SELF WILL, EGO WILL, SOUL WILL, and DIVINE WILL all now present. Must comprehend whether PERSONAL WILL, JOINT WILL, ADJUDICATED WILL, or SPIRITUAL WILL behind statement and action of "I WILL".
2 Aim is to always be SPIRITUAL WILL. Sense of SELF not to be sacrificed. Avatar on the cross not an ideal of self sacrifice, but an example of DIVINE WILL. Worries and concerns can be turned over to UNIVERSAL or DIVINE PROCESS -- a viable FUNCTION OF THE UNIVERSE. SELF WILL -- possible for human nature to invoke. EGO WILL in place before personality incarnates. Come in form of unavoidable events that must be dealt with. How dealt with makes change in the consequence. If dealt with in accordance with SPIRITUAL WILL, you leap from INSTINCT to MOTIVATION (self-actuated initiatory action)>; WANTS and NEEDS -- discussion.
3 Practice identifying which BASIC NEED drives a situation (SURVIVAL, SECURITY, COMFORT, LUXURY) Differ between individuals. Others may not understand which, but may judge. Explanation may avoid misunderstandings. Same motivator can be both NEED and WANT. SELF MASTERY requires we make choices supported in AWARENESS by BASIC INSTINCTUAL DRIVES. DESIRE BODY will always hold BASIC INSTINCTUAL DRIVES.
4 ADJUDICATED WILLS (group WILLS) depend on conscious choice that allow all to live in COMFORT together. ADJUDICATED WILL ultimately allows individuals to live together with SPIRITUAL WILL in LOVE and not lust. Wheels that drive civilization now are lustful, greedy. Often annihilates the individual. Choices made in SPIRITUAL WILL requires that individual be given SPACE and respect that individual WANTS. Individual must WANT these predicated upon SPIRITUAL, not SELF WILL Must choose, fill, and maintain SPACE without infringing on SPACE of another against the other's WILL. SPECIALIZATION -- no one alive on planet now has reached this level. DEPENDENCY -- address at INSTINCTUAL level -- no dependencies at PURPOSES level. Function at INSTINCTUAL level if PURPOSES OF LIFE not examined. At INSTINCTUAL level only strength of the herd or group there. Group not always conducive to growth into SPIRITUAL WILL. All seek own LEVEL OF VOLITION -- dependent persons seek other dependent persons. DEPENDENCY one way ramifications of LAW OF DOMINANCE worked out
5 To overcome DEPENDENCY, MUST seek independent person as role model of an independent, self sustaining, space maintaining, spiritually willful person. Choice made in conscious awareness to share space with another and still retain sense of individuality and independent choice indicative of functioning in PURPOSE and moving toward SPIRITUAL WILL. SPACE SHARING is spiritually stagnating if for lust, SURVIVAL, support. Making choice to share space in SPIRITUAL WILL if fully aware that you ARE, and done in TOLERANCE, FORGIVENESS, COMPROMISE, RENEGOTIATED CONTRACTS, and a few flying plates. Plenty of argument and challenge indicative of filled SPACE. Analysis of last Salem retreat happenings to be scheduled separately.
6 TEACHERS with us but only in our space by specific invitation. Our wishes are their commands. Jean's book: She's to gather the contributors; record special thoughts
7 Jenika's health problems: physical evidence of karmic pathway events that must be faced and identified, inner events. Must not rationalize, but face directly. Hearing loss because of refusal to hear. Joints ache because not used properly -- flexibility. Use metaphysical allegory they represent. Get three trusted friends to discuss possible self changes.
8 Identifying PERSONAL SPACE as opposed to SHARED SPACE. Human VOLITIONAL CAPACITY not to level of complete interpersonal trust. Totally open communication lacking. Thrust of HADIKI is total trust -- no doubt, no suspicion of betrayal, no fear of not being loved or respected. Must trust, love, respect self first -- then same qualities reflected from others you wish to share space with. Can then ask "May I do this?" This is request to share that other's space for a moment. May arrive at total trust and confidence through confrontation. Confrontation must always be brought to a conclusion. May be compromise. Need mutually expressed love, respect, admiration. Prepare your adversary, place, time, plan of attack. Always plan for satisfactory conclusion that comes out of SPIRITUAL WILL based on JOINT WILL. ADJUDICATED WILL -- from custom, law, moral, ethical, code. TEN COMMANDMENTS an example -- not DIVINE WILL. Evolved through human experience. Symbology -- how we evolve our own ETHICAL CODES of living. Go to mountain -- private place of living inspiration. Enables those of more rarefied vintage to contact through the FIRE of your being, the KHAMAEL I AM of your being.
9 When conviction so impressed it is "chiselled in stone", it becomes MORAL or ETHICAL CODE in your space Returning from "mountain" you find people worshiping the golden calf of lust and greed, lacking in M, L, and C. Be LOVING, COMPASSIONATE, and use MERCY. Not for us to judge. SPIRITUAL WILL does not judge; PERSONAL WILL does that. JOINT WILL -- agreed upon by a group such as HADIKI decisions. Makes the choice. SPIRITUAL or PERSONAL WILL and perhaps ADJUDICATED WILL may bear on whether individual follows.
10 DISCRIMINATING -- one identifies and perhaps labels functions, attitudes, situations, conditions. JUDGEMENT -- reaching a conclusion based on DISCRIMINATIONS and taking action thereon. Allow Mercy, Love, and Compassion to be in motivating force of all actions. DISCERNMENT -- capacity so see things you are going to DISCRIMINATE. Cannot discern if blinded by such as deformity, color of skin, belief system, symptoms of personal disorder. Lack of DISCERNMENT results in ADJUDICATED WILL JUDGEMENT from cultural programming. Jean's AGING, limitations, and increasing spiritual sensitivity. HUMAN CONTRACTUAL AGREEMENT made that body chronologically ages. Given body functions to enable EMPOWERMENT and DOMINION. Price paid is diminishing physical senses with aging. Awareness of SPIRITUAL WILL, PURPOSE, and UNDERSTANDING that you are, increases. Sensory expressions of physical body are walls of limitation. Celebrate loss of senses as indicator of spiritual growth. SANDALPHON POWER CENTER present in all life -- power moved from one area to another.
11 SPIRITUAL WILL CHOICE made to make compensations in a VOLITIONAL, QUANTIFICATION OF QUALITY state. Attract those who will be eyes, ears, hands Grow in SPIRITUAL UNDERSTANDING of message for others. AGING PROCESS to be celebrated -- find source of inspiration that permits sight with eyes closed, hear without hearing, etc. QUANTIFYING QUALITY within. When not growing in spiritual sense, OK to get medical help. Must go to mountain top to find code for body you wear. Certain procedures OK for all bodies.
12 But this is functioning out of INSTINCTUAL DRIVE FEAR. Jean's confirmation of how the process works with her. In turning to the spiritual, there will be no pain. INSTINCTUAL DRIVES hold one back from developing drives under WANT and MOTIVATION. Examine ATTITUDE and FOCUS. Peter needs to check CONTRACTUAL AGREEMENT entered into. Peter's tingles from touch of Teacher.
13 Heat generated when channelling power of UNIVERSAL nature into a specific nature. Hands hot when channelling possibility. FEAR of physical harm from earthquake -- INSTINCTUAL DRIVE for SURVIVAL At SPIRITUAL I WILL level, it wouldn't matter if Earth swallowed you.
14 Jenika's father sleeping after December transition. Mother needs love. Colin impatiently awaiting Jean -- not time. His problem.
15 MEDITATION: Visualize slightly fluid bodies. Invigoration as cells receive oxygen and give up toxins. Temple Medical Team brings creative thought of wellness, vigor, growth. Accept gift of love, feel the presence. Touch heart chakra of each Circle member.
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