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Session #20 – August 6, 1983
Gloria’s Circle
Present: Richard and Mary White, Bonnie Wisz, Myra Perala, Ida Nevala, Peggy
Muldoon, Owen and Maxine Cramer.
Sheariam: Good Evening, my friends. We have met before. You have known me
as the Scribe. In accordance with that which I told you before, I am now allowed to
come as your teacher. I have adopted the name of Sheariam, which means “Dawn
of the Morning”. For this is a new effort for me, and I feel privileged, enchanted,
and like I am indeed in the morning of a new day. I hope that as the dawn presages
the day, the rising of the sun, I shall be that to you that my effort, my thought, my
understanding can be conveyed to you and bring light on things that you do not now
understand and some things that you do not know.
Judith will be with you tonight. I merely wish to greet you and welcome you,
and let you know that I am here, and that I will be with you often. It will be I who
will take Judith’s material into the study time, and we shall discuss it, and we will
put it together, and we will make it meaningful.
Myra: How do you spell your name, Sheariam? (S-H-E-A-R-I-A-M)
Sheariam: As time goes by, you will also either choose a name, or will be advised
of a name that you have chosen in some other place at some other time. We have
recently given our channel her name, which is, as a matter of fact, a masculine
name, for while this incarnation is one of the female gender, the entity which has
produced this body is indeed of the masculine reference. She may or may not choose
to share this with you, but it seemed only fair to me that you should know this since
you, too, will be sharing in such an experience. Is there anything that you would like
to discuss with me before Judith comes to you?
Peggy: Yes. In our last Tuesday night class you mentioned that you could even
teach us how to grow hair. I would like this information.
Sheariam: Loss of hair is due to stress. As your body becomes stressed,
circulation is decreased. The hair of which you are mostly concerned in your present
condition, is the hair on the top of your head. You often see human beings, human
bodies, with magnificent coats of hair on arms and legs, and the top of the head
shines as the morning sun. This is because that part of the body, the flesh part of the
body, which covers the bony part, is very thin. It does not have the fatty tissue which
allows a residue of nutrients for the roots of the hair as is permitted on other parts
of the body.
You can reverse the loss of hair by speeding up your circulation, by directing
that circulation to your head. This is not to be done by massage or pressure, for that
causes the release and thus the loss of what little amount of nutrient may be stored
in the tiny fat cells beneath the skin on the top of the head. This can be done in the
same way that you can speed up your heart action. As you relax the body, and you
concentrate on increasing heart action, you can concentrate on increasing the
circulation of your blood, and with your mind you direct it to the head.
Now you can cause yourself harm if you do this improperly. When beginning
this process, you should not proceed for more than a few minutes to begin with. I
would suggest three to five minutes of your time. Work with this on a daily basis.
Then increase your activity to twice daily, not extending the time at each practice.
Give yourself time. Remember, you have spent many years already working into
losing the hair. Consequently, outside of a miraculous recovery, it’s going to take a
certain amount of time for you to re-stimulate those cells. Now in certain instances
where the hair roots have been irreparably damaged, it will take a great deal more
effort to reconstruct hair root cells, but it is not impossible. It does take
concentrated effort, persistence, and determination, but it can be done.
Maxine: Is this somewhat the same process if one had cold hands or cold feet in
which you would concentrate the heat going to your hands or your feet? (Sheariam:
Precisely correct.)
Myra: Would that also be true of your poor eyesight, that you could concentrate
on your eyes being better?
Sheariam: It is not circulation that causes poor eyesight. There are many other
causes, and, of course, there are any number of different diseases of the eye. But
certainly with action of the mind you can rebuild any tissue. So if there is any tissue
damage to the eye structure, then that can be reconstituted. You can correct
anything that goes wrong with your body. It has gone wrong at the instruction of
your mind. So you simply change your mind.
Bonnie: What about near-sighted and far-sighted? That is a disease.
Sheariam: However, it is caused by certain mental activity. Very, very often,
near-sightedness is merely the manifestation, the signal, if you will, that there is
something about life which you wish not to see. Far-sightedness is again a
manifestation, a signal, that you wish to see only that which is at a distance from
you, so you need not be involved or responsible for it.
All of your bodily ailments find the seat of their causation in your mind. The
mind is triggered by belief. How certain belief systems can be inculcated into you
through telepathy, through race thought, through cultural training, social
conditions, family lineage. Your bodies are the out-picturing of what you believe to
be true, and you can change that when you change what you believe.
Owen: Along another line, two lessons back, and I think in previous lessons, we
learned that down through the ages, the message and story of the bible has been distorted
to some extent for various purposes, that individual religions have revised it and modified
it for their own particular purposes over time. Are there any religions now that accurately
present the true picture?
Sheariam: All religions have some aspect of the truth. An analogy would be the
perspective that each of you here in this room have of the process in which we are
participating. Each religion has a perspective that is individual to that belief system.
Obviously, it is impossible for any one human being, or any one group of human
beings, to have truth in its totality, for truth in its totality belongs only to The
Absolute.
You and I share an aspect of total truth. That does not mean that we are not
truth in ourselves, for truth means conformity with that which produces the thing
considered. Thus we are gods. As human beings, we are gods in truth because we
conform to the divine principle which has produced us. This is the crux of Judith’s
teaching. She is trying to present you with those tools by which you will understand
that aspect of the truth which you are. Does that help you to understand? (Owen:
Yes.)
Maxine: This is another reason for saying that God is within.
Sheariam: Indeed yes. But god is without also.
Owen: We had a lesson by Karansa in that she mentioned that in our prayers we
generally pray to our Source rather than to god. And I was a little disturbed by the
interpretation of god. She said that god was The Absolute from which everything came.
God began everything. But that when we prayed, we didn’t pray to that Absolute, we
pray to our particular Source. This made me wonder about the Lords Prayer, and to
whom Jesus was praying when he prayed to His Father. This left a lot of confusion in my
mind. I didn’t feel quite comfortable praying to god, and I’m not really familiar with my
Source. Could you throw some light on this?
Sheariam: Among the many distortions in your bible is the translation of certain
words into the word “god”. You will find god referred to as “Our Lord”, “Our
Father” which art in Heaven”, “The Lord God”, “Jehovah God”, innumerable
references to god. When those words are traced back to the original writings,
sometimes what is meant are angels. Sometimes what is mean are the Elohim, which
Judith will be getting to at the next session. Most of the time the prayers are
directed to what we are terming Source. This will be one of my responsibilities, to
give you an understanding of what your Source is, and to whom you are indeed
praying.
I cannot tell you when we will get to that part because I cannot begin until
Judith has completed her presentation which should end at the next session, at least
temporarily. She will not have finished with the hierarchy, but she will have
presented sufficient information that we can then work with that information to a
constructive end and prepare you for her following presentation.
Bonnie: I have a question. I had a headache when I came here that I got for some
reason. And Gloria said that she saw a pyramid that was pointed down, and that’s the
reason why I have a headache. What did that mean?
Sheariam: The pyramid was the way in which she visualized your problem.
When the pyramid is seen with the point downward, it implies that lower forces, or
forces of lesser energy, are pulling at you, are dragging at you, are draining off your
energies. A headache in the physical body is the first signal that one is being
drained. Does that explain? Does that answer your question?
Bonnie: Yes. I was just wondering, is that another person that can do that?
Sheariam: It can be another person. It can be another group of persons. It can be
something in your own emotional body which is causing a disturbance or a
disharmony within you, and thus when one is emotionally disturbed, the desire body
will immediately draw energy to the lower regions which govern the creation of the
physical body. Thus your energy is directed toward preserving the clay body.
Maxine: Is the same true for migraine headaches, that you’re draining the energy
away?
Sheariam: The migraine headache is a specific type of pain which is signaling
constriction of the blood vessels that nourish the brain, and the very sensitive nerve
ganglia in that part of the physical body. Increased circulation in a calm and
peaceful atmosphere will serve to alleviate the migraine headache. But usually in the
environment of the sufferer, there are conditions which the sufferer is at variance
with, and thus suffers the migraine as a means to avoid dealing directly with the real
problem.
Peggy: By encircling oneself in perfect white light, only good can come through
that light. Would that help any in that situation? (Sheariam: Almost certainly.) Then all
we have to do is to encircle ourselves in this perfect white light and only good can come.
Sheariam: That will not solve the problem. The situation has already been
created. You can protect yourself with that shield until such time as you are in
condition of strength to deal with the problem. But the problem will not disappear
simply because you shield yourself from it. The problem can be dissonance in the
relationships with family members. It can be a job, an employment which one finds
distress in, either lack of sufficient remuneration or sufficient appreciation or
sufficient opportunity to exercise personal self expression and creativity. Or it can
be an imbalance, a discord between the bodies of the person, himself. When this
occurs, the white light does not shield one for it is internal.
I believe in the interest of time, it would be best if I say goodnight to you now,
and allow Judith to present her material. I will return to you at the end of our
session for our healing service.
Judith: Good evening, my dear and precious ones. I am so happy to be with
you again and to share with you something which I felt to be quite humorous. When
we last met, I discovered much freedom, much exhilaration in this new freedom
with the channel. It quite went to my head. (Laughter) Consequently as I was giving
you the information, I failed to give you the very thing that I had come to give you. I
got wrapped up in the Omega Point. Yes, we are human, too. We have our failings.
We are not perfect. If we were perfect, we would not be here. When we become
perfected, we join The Absolute. So let me go back to what happened in our last
meeting.
Before we get to the material itself, my dear friend Bonnie was given a
challenge. She asked a question, and I made a bargain with her. Do you have
something to share with me? (Bonnie: No, I really don’t.) Then you did not keep your
part of the bargain.
Bonnie: I kept losing focus of what it was. I’m still looking through the transcript
trying to find out what exactly I was supposed to do. I think I was supposed to try to
picture god, the god force in everything in my daily life.
Judith: Your question to me was: “Can I lead you through a day or a moment
of time, and demonstrate how the god stuff enters your life, your mind, your brain.”
I asked you to strive to understand that for yourself.
Bonnie: When I did, I think almost every day I spent some time trying to bring that
into focus, but I can’t give you any great flashes that came to me.
Judith: I did not expect any. Let me ask you a question now. How do you
know that you are seated on a couch?
Bonnie: I can see it. I can feel it. Something’s holding me up off the floor.
Judith: All right. You have mentioned sensory experiences. What do you
suppose is the carrier for the sensory experience to the mind? Now remember, not
the brain, the mind. (pause) You know that biologically your sensory impressions
are carried along the nerve fiber. And it is said to jump from nerve ending to nerve
ending, but you’ve been given that space is organized. What carries the information
from nerve ending to nerve ending to the brain, and from the brain to the mind?
How does the perceiving mind know that it has perceived something?
Myra: Is it electromagnetic energy? (Judith: Is it?) It seems to me it might be.
Judith: In what has been given you of the nine Components, has it not
occurred to you that there is something linking the Components together? The god
stuff! This is how you are penetrated; you are permeated. It is not measurable. It is
not definable. It is omnipresent. It is also omnipotent.
Without the god stuff your creative mind could not act upon what the
perceiving mind perceives. The divine matrix must operate. Does that help you
understand? (Bonnie: I think so) Think on it. You have been told for centuries that
god is as near as your hands and feet, that god is ever-present, that god abides with
you and in you. And still you doubt.
That is the essence of it. The god stuff makes you be. It is the god stuff that
allows you to exist, you see… to stand out from The Absolute. You are even now
within The Absolute, because The Absolute is all that is. But you have become an
individuation, a particularization. You are comprised of the nine Components.
You’ve been created in accordance with the nine Laws. You are built upon the nine
Principles.
Tonight we will move on with the Attributes or Capacities. This is where I
failed you last time. I gave you the Orders of Angels and the Archangels, and I told
you what the names meant. It is important that you understand the meaning behind
the words, the Attributes or Capacities, which I failed to give you.
In line with the Sacred Fire, with Khamael, with the Seraphim, is the
Disciplined Forcefulness. This is the prime capacity of existence – the prime
capacity of what might be termed the god head. Disciplined Forcefulness.
Then in line with the second Principle of the Radiant Energy and Truth is
the Capacity of Perpetuation – eternality, on-goingness, the promise, the covenant.
And the third Attribute is Wisdom. You have been told and taught, and it has been
emphasized, that god is the ultimate wisdom, all wise. So this is one of the soul
qualities, if you will, part of the heart of beingness.
Now we will move on to the next step. Who can tell me what the next Law is?
(silence) In the interest of time, I will tell you. It is the Law of Process. Who can tell
me what the Principle is? (silence) The Principle is Differentiation. The Capacity,
the Attribute, that moves in line with these two is Beauty. Would there be beauty if
everything was the same, if we were not different, if the snow flakes were not
different from each other, would there be beauty?
While everything is, there is a becoming, a process. It is through this process
that things become different from each other. And beauty lives. The Order of
Angels that is connected with Beauty is the Order of the Malachim (pronounced
mawlawkeem). That is spelled M-A-L-A-C-H-I-M. The meaning behind the word
“Malachim” is that of king, royalty, the reigning one. The Archangel in charge of
the Malachim is Raphael (pronounced rawphawel), spelled R-A-P-H-A-E-L. The
meaning behind the name of Raphael is to make and keep whole. We recognize that
to us beauty does not exist in the incomplete. What we see as ugly is non-completion
– incompletion.
Now who can tell me what the next law is? (some mumbling and guessing).
Process is the third law. The fourth law is the Law of Reproduction. Do you know
what the next Principle is? (silence) Cohesion. The Capacity, the quality that goes
with these two is that of Mercy, Love, Compassion. The Order of Angels is called the
Chasmalim (pronounced kawsmawleem), spelled C-H-A-S-M-A-L-I-M., and it means
the brilliant or shining ones. These are ones who are thought to be the angels who
visit the earth, the shining ones with halos and brilliant feathers and flowing white
gowns, with their golden harps and golden horns.
Remember, these are characterizations. They are the Order of Light, the
Chasmalim, the brilliant ones. The Archangel in charge of these beings of light is
Tzadkiel (pronounced just like it’s spelled, the “a’ is not pronounced “aw”) The
meaning of Tzadkiel is to intuit.
Can you see how these things connect in your legends, in your mythology, in
your biblical teaching? In your bible you are told “and the Angel of the Lord spoke
to me.” You see – Tzadkiel – to intuit. People saw the “Angel of the Lord” as a
brilliant being, one of the Chasmalim who brings mercy and love and compassion.
(question: to intuit?) To know by intuition.
And now who can tell me the next law? (silence). You did not study, did you?
(many admitting) The law is the Law of Harmony. The principle is Principle of
Revelation. Can a flower not reveal itself? When you know all the facts, can you not
put them in order and achieve harmony? When you have secrets, are you truly
harmonized?
The capacity, the Attribute that goes with these two is the Capacity to Know,
Knowledge, Knowingness. The Order of Angels is the Ashim (pronounced awsheem),
spelled A-S-H-I-M. Ashim means The Beholders. These are Angels of Witness. Their
Archangel’s name is Sandalphon (pronounced sawndawlfown), and it means to know,
but also to support change, for to become harmonized change must take place. Is
that not true?
Peggy: Is change the evidence or the step of progress or growth?
Judith: Change can take any direction. Now, is there anything I have
overlooked this time? (laughter) There are three more laws coming, three more
principles, and three more capacities, three more orders of angels with their
archangels. Then you will have all of the information which I will give you at this
time. Then there will be directed study putting these things together, making them
real, learning how to use them.
We have brought our blessed Sheariam to our teaching staff. She has made
herself known to you tonight. We welcome her with much love. She has served us
well in many capacities, and she has now earned the right and privilege to teach. She
is a being of great understanding, for she has much experience of life to share. She is
much nearer your sphere of experience, thus she can perhaps state things more
clearly and help you understand better. Now, before I retire, is there anything you
would like to ask or share with me?
Myra: She mentioned about a name, that we will be given a name, perhaps
choose a name. Could you perhaps elaborate on that a little bit?
Judith: Even as the archangels have names which express the meanings of
their beingness, each of you as an entity has a meaning. You have a name which
explains that meaning. As has been given to you before, names represent the nature
of a thing. So, as entities you have names which express the nature of your being
and which, in a way, operates to control the lifetimes you will experience.
Myra: Will you give us the names, or will we choose the names, or how will it
work. I’m so excited about it.
Judith: This is going to be part of Sheriam’s work with you.
Bonnie: I have a question about my daughter. Her name is Patricia Elizabeth, but
we’ve always called her Trista. A friend of mine told me that Trista meant sorrowful.
We’d been having a lot of problems and my friend suggested perhaps we shouldn’t call
her that any more.
Judith: It would be a good idea to discontinue calling her that. It is not her
name.
Bonnie: Interesting. I always call her Elizabeth or Liz.
Judith: What does she want to be called?
Bonnie: Oh, she keeps changing it.
Judith: Then allow her to do so. She is finding the vibration at which she can
best function, but as a loving parent you should be flexible enough to allow this.
Bonnie: I call her so many different names – Pat, Liz, Patricia, Elizabeth.
Judith: Why don’t you find a term of endearment to call her during this
fluctuating time, so that there will be a steady anchor from you for her, something
that she knows is peculiarly her own. It will help her find her anchor more quickly.
A word of endearment, or a one syllable nickname. Something connected
with what she likes to deal with. But be sure it is something acceptable to her,
something she enjoys, that she takes joy and pride in your calling her that, that the
sound sounds good to her.
Ida: I’m Ida, and I had a little dizzy spell this afternoon. What caused it?
Judith: Again, constriction of the blood vessels in the brain. As one gets older,
there are numerous physiological changes which bring this about. There are
physiological exercises which you can do to increase the flow. For instance, raising
the arms above your head for a minute or two, and then allowing them to rest at
your side, or your hands in your lap for four or five minutes. Then raising your
arms above your head again, dong this two or three times a couple of times a day. In
addition, the meditation described earlier, to bring more circulation to the head
parts of the body will also assist you to overcome these dizzy spells.
Maxine: Could you tell me what the name Millie means?
Judith: Millie, in itself, is foreshortened. It is comprised of one syllable which
means to grind as your world “mill” means. Millie is not a desirable name. It would
lead to laborious work. It has the vibration of one who does things tediously. It has a
slow pace to it.
Maxine: I always thought I wanted to be called Millie, but it doesn’t sound like I
do. What does Maxine mean?
Judith: I beg of you that we do not continue this. I am pleased to be at your
disposal, but truly, there are other things that need to be done. Sheariam will be
happy to share with you in this kind of interchange. Beloved ones, I will part from
you now, and I will be back with you at the next meeting. You are much blessed. We
love you all so very much. Feel us near to you. We are with you. And so, I bid you
good night.
Sheariam: And so, I am back with you. I do hope that your lesson was complete
tonight. Judith had many chuckles over her oversight. This is unlike her. Now do we
have any other conversation before we take up our healing?
Mary: I would like to ask just one thing. You talked about Gloria’s new name. I
was wondering if you would like to tell us so we could tell her. Or is that something that
will come in time?
Sheariam: First of all, she already knows.
Very well, if you will settle yourselves comfortably, tonight I’m going
to give you a little different exercise from that which you’ve been practicing. You
will begin by rubbing hands together, but do not do so at this moment. I would like
to explain the process to you first before you begin. You will put your palms
together, and then with a circular motion, rub them slowly, almost sensually, until
you begin to feel some energy building.
Then, little by little, you will pull your palms apart, still maintaining the
rotation motion. When your palms reach about four inches apart, you will feel as
though you are rolling a ball of energy between your palms. So, do not do this
briskly as you have done in the past, for this is a very controlled exercise, and you
are going to do something with that ball of energy.
So now begin your practice. Place your palms together, moving them slowly
against each other in a circular motion. Breathe deeply as you do this. Breathe in
through your nose and out through your mouth. Relax your abdominal muscles.
Release all the tension in your body, particularly any tension you feel in your
forehead, in your eyelids, or any other facial muscles.
Keep the hands moving and begin to separate the palms. Concentrate on
what you are doing, but do not be tense about it. Very gradually, widen the area
between your palms. Feel that ball of energy. Now that ball of energy is as fragile as
a bubble. Treat it as such, but it is very powerful. Do not be misled.
Now within each of you, as Judith gave you tonight, there is the quality, the
capacity for mercy, for love, for compassion. As you breathe in through the nose,
breathe out so that your breath falls on the ball of energy. Allow feelings of mercy
and love, of compassion, to be breathed out – out of your own being and into that
ball of energy. It becomes more powerful. It becomes more brilliant. It begins to
pulsate. Indeed, it begins to have a life of its own.
Now in a moment you are going to waft your ball of energy into the center of
this circle. And like bubbles, they will cling together to form one large bubble. Now
very gently breathe in through your nose, and as though blowing a feather off the
palms of your hands, blow your bubble of energy into the center of the room. There
the energies combine into one huge beautiful, iridescent bubble of energy now
imbued with those qualities of your mercy, of your love, of your compassion. Allow
your hands to continue resting on your lap, palms upward. Now take a moment to
call by name those of whom you have thought or concern, and immerse them in that
bubble. Do this just in your mind.
Now the beautiful, iridescent bubble of energy grows larger and larger. There is
unlimited capacity here. There is no crowding. Everyone is welcome. As the bubble
shimmers and moves. It radiates this energy, and that energy comes back to you.
You feel this iridescent energy as it brushes the palm of your hand, and the
combined mercy, love and compassion of all present in this room now becomes a
part of you.
Each of you take what you need. In your physical existence, there are times
when you get certain substances upon your hands, and it’s absorbed through the
skin. Soon you can taste it in the saliva of your mouth. Allow this wonderful,
healing, iridescent energy to penetrate the skin of your palms. Let it be carried
through all of your body until you have a sweetness in your mouth. Your own
reservoir for mercy, for love, and for compassion is filled and enriched as you
partake of the blended energies.
Now, as you brought your loved ones in mentally, mentally return them to
themselves. Clear the ball of energy of all human occupancy. With the power of
your thought, waft it away from this room. Send it around the globe. Everywhere it
travels through the atmosphere, it will give off the energy of your combined mercy,
love and compassion.
Thus, your own beingness extends its blessedness to each and every other
occupant of this planet. People are healed. Situations are healed. Conditions are
healed. Yet you are replenished. Bless the ball of energy. Let it continue. Let it go.
When you are ready, take a very deep breath, and as you exhale bring your palms
together locking the blessing within your own form. And so, it is done. You are very
blessed. I extend to each and every one of you my personal blessing and love, and I
look forward with joy to being with you again very soon. Go in peace and goodnight.
Closed with Alleluia
Addendum: How Gloria received her name:
“I was dreaming that I was at a farm of some sort. It was mealtime and crop
workers were preparing to sit at a table. I think I went in there to see the field supervisor.
I think I was looking for a job. The workers began to come in, and then the man I wanted
to see came in. He was blind. I thought, “How does he do that? How does he supervise all
these people?” He sat down at the end of the table, and I started scooting along the bench
because I wanted to talk to him. I think I wanted to apply for a job, but these workers
kept getting between me and him. Like little kids do, if the parents sit down together, the
kids will sit between them. It was like that. It was like these workers didn’t want me to
get next to him. All of a sudden, the meal was over, and they all went back to work. I still
hadn’t had a chance to talk to him.
So, I duly recorded the dream. As I was recording the dream, I found myself
writing, and the supervisor’s name was Jerome. I thought, “Now where did that come
from?” So, I thought about it for a little while, and then the whole interpretation of the
dream came to me. This supervisor in the dream that I wanted to go to work for was
indeed my entity, the one to whom I belong, along with I don’t know how many others.
These others, the other workers, were in between me and him. I was trying very hard to
get to know him, to go to work for him. As I wrote Source said to me, “That’s who you
are. You are Jerome.” I said, “But he was blind!” Source said, “But that’s because he’s
compassionate. That’s what Jerome means, the compassionate.”
Owen suggested that is Gloria’s soul body name, or the organization she belongs to.
Myra suggested that is her committee.
Following is a general discussion of this evening’s message:
Mary: Gloria, I’d like to ask about something that happened to me last night that
I’m really curious about.
Gloria: If I can answer, I’ll be happy to help.
Mary: We talked about migraine headaches. I’d had a migraine headache for the
last three days, and I was really having a bad time. I was doing better, but during the
night I had some problem. I got up for a while, and then I got back in bed. I was just kind
of twirling, and I said, “Why is this happening to me? Everything in my life is fine. I feel
great. I really don’t have any impression why this is happening.”
I was not asleep. I won’t say fully awake. I was shown a picture. It was almost
like a surrealistic painting, and the people were kind of like slaves (?, tape difficult to
understand), but they were lovely. They were in kind of beautiful cloaks, but they didn’t
look at all like we look. It looked like something you would see at an art museum. Each
was distinctive.
And I said, “What does this mean? Why am I seeing this?” I could bring it back
when I wanted to see it again. Then I was just kind of told, “When you see paintings like
this, know that the artist sees this as you are being shown it.” And then that was all there
was to it, which had nothing to do with a headache. It was rather beautiful, and it was like
an “Ah ha!”, like now I could understand why an artist painted that kind of a scene,
because they really saw it like that, and also that it was a different realm. But that artist
was able to see beyond our own and into that realm.
Gloria: OK. Your question to start out with was “Why am I having a headache?”
and you got a viable answer. It’s similar to what’s happening to Richard. It’s an external
cause thing, and that’s what you were being told, that it was coming from another realm.
Richard: Is she to follow up and find out what that is and do something about it?
We thought this was due to stress at work, and now she isn’t working any more. There’s
no effect.
Gloria: OK. Apparently – I’ll have to check it out with Source – but this is the
interpretation that I’m being given at the time that you tell me this. That an artist from
another realm is seeing things in your realm distortedly, psychically, intuitively, or
whatever. And it’s a pain. You know, it’s a real physical pain, and you are feeling that
pain because of your sensitivities.
You’re going to find the more you open your sensitivity, the more you are going
to be subjected to these kinds of things until you learn how to control them. It’s part of
that manifestation that psychics and mystics always talk about – being tested by fire, and
being tested and tested – that kind of thing. It’s just experience. It’s like you test your
capacity to walk until you learn how to walk.
Richard; Without falling and hurting herself.
Gloria: Yeah. As you open your psychic doors, as you open your intuitive
capacity, you’re going to run into pain. You’re going to run into other people’s pain, and
it’s going to be your pain until you learn how not to have it, how to refuse it, not to accept
it.
Owen: Is this shielding.
Peggy: Encircle yourself with the white light, and then you don’t take on anybody
else’s problems.
Mary: I’ve been doing that for a long time.
Gloria: Well, it goes a little bit beyond that, too. How can I describe to you what
to do? It’s a refusal to accept. And, of course, anything has to start out as a mental action.
You grasp the idea and you think on it. I’ll try to give you practical day-to-day kind of
things to do.
As you are awakening intuitive capacities come to mind. At that moment in your
awareness, remind yourself that you refuse to accept anything that’s not a blessing to you,
anything that’s inimical to you, anything alien, unfriendly, anti-good for you. Every time
you think about being sensitive, about being intuitive, about being psychic, remind
yourself that you refuse to accept that kind of phenomenon, or any kind of phenomenon
that you don’t want.
The best medicine is laughter. That’s much more effective even than trying to
erect the white shield. Because by the time you are ready to need the shield, something
has already gotten to you. Even though you really get that firmly built, as you walk
around with it like in an egg shell, it deteriorates. So when you become aware that
something has gotten to you, then you have to send it away from you. You have to refuse
to accept it.
Mary: I’ve been able to do this at times.
Gloria: Well, I think knowing that it is not your own will make it easier to refuse
it. We tend to accept pain that we think is our own and say “This is something I have to
deal with.” When you know it’s not your own, you can get rid of it much more easily. It’s
like someone else’s sorrow.
Richard: In the past she accepted that this was due to tension at work. It wasn’t
physical. It wasn’t diet. It wasn’t all these other things. So she took this year’s leave of
absence, and it’s just kept on going.
Gloria: You are in a very rapidly accelerating period of intuitive expansion or
psychic opening. It’s moving sometimes faster than you can cope with it, and things are
getting into you before you’re aware of it. And particularly if you’ve already
programmed yourself to believe that it is something else that gets to you. So just be aware
that you are more vulnerable now, and you will continue to be more vulnerable until you
can close back in. But you learn those skills just like you learn to heal up your skinned
knee when you learn to walk.
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