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Session #27 – November 8, 1983
Gloria’s Circle – Special
Present: Myra Perala, Owen Cramer, Ida Nevala, Bonnie Wisz, LaMar and Reta
Mae Bell.
Sheariam: Good evening students and friends. It is a pleasure to be with you at
this unexpected time. And how can we serve you this evening?
Owen: We had some extra adventures at the well that needed to be presented for
your analysis and evaluation.
Sheariam: Very good. We are most happy to be of assistance. However, I would
like to make a statement first. These lessons that are now being given to you are for
your development. We are here to help, to guide, and to instruct. But only at the
deepest level of your being are you going to comprehend these experiences. Thus, it
is imperative that you strive mightily to understand on your own before depending
upon us. This is why the interpretations given may appear to be sketchy,
incomplete, as though overlooking certain details. What appears to be oversight is
intentional on our part. Now with that in mind, we will help you.
Bonnie: Gloria and I had discussed the possibility of that being the case, because
so many things were coming to me, and we were just trying to figure out what. I
shouldn’t be dependent upon you to interpret everything for me. I have to interpret things
eventually all by myself. (Sheariam: That is correct.) So, in this case, what should I do
this evening? (We will answer what we choose to answer. Ask your questions.)
Bonnie: I’ll start almost a month ago. (Sheariam: Very well.) I told part of this
meditation experience before. It was the one where I saw my hair was a different color.
After that happened, I was called by my source lady, my main lady. She called me and
said, “It’s time Kathryn. It’s time.”
I looked to my group for an answer. They didn’t have anything to say. I went over
to her, and she took both of my hands and leaned them on the table, put them together
and then opened them up. Out flew white doves. She closed them and opened them again.
More white doves came out. That was the message in that meditation, and I wasn’t sure
how to interpret it.
Sheariam: Did you have no feelings? That is, insofar as interpretation? Did you
not have any intuition? (Bonnie: That something should be coming out of me, but I
didn’t know what it was.) What do you think is the potential within you that could be
delivered? (I don’t know. What do doves symbolize?) Doves symbolize many things.
This is why I asked you to search within yourself to see if there was some intuitional
meaning. We could direct you, but we would rather not tell you “do this” or “do
that”. It is better that you do something or you realize something because of the way
you feel inside.
Bonnie: Could I go on to another meditation? (Yes, we may come back to this.)
The next interesting meditation I had was on the symbols. I was going down the path to
the well. Just before the well there was a cross path, and there was the well at the end of
the path. I thought of an ankh. I joined my source group, and at that point they showed
me a very large, in brass, circles and squares, and triangles. We had just had a symbols
class with Gloria that week, so I know that was part of it. I was shown a bar. My last lady
made a mobile, and all of these symbols were hanging from it with an ankh.
The next night we met here for our study meeting, and I asked Myra if she knew
where I could find an ankh. She happily went to another room and gave me one that she
had. I’ve been wearing it every since. But I was wondering if there is a particular reason
why I was given this symbol? The ankh seemed to stand out from the whole thing.
Sheariam: Yes. This is tied to the dove experience. The symbol of the ankh is that
of life. It represents life in the physical with a spiritual overview or overshadow. By
giving you this symbol and surrounding it with the geometrical artifacts, they were
simply giving you a symbolical representation of all of these things that must be
present within the life in the consciousness in order for you to deliver from within
that which must be released as the doves were released from the hands. (I thought it
was a very important meditation.) Yes. And you should go back and reflect upon it.
Bonnie: My next meditation was Sunday morning, the following morning after we
met here. This was very, very different. I went to the well as I usually do, but before that,
since I went to Canada where we had a group meditation. Since then I have always seen
myself going through a door into a very large room, and all my meditations start that way
now. This room is like a ballroom, and there is nothing in there but one wooden table. I
generally always go to the table first. So, in this one I went to the table, and I leaned –
I’m sorry. I’m getting my meditations mixed up. We’ll leave that one until later.
I went to the well, and I joined my Source group. A lei of flowers was put around
my neck, and I was given a pearl ring. And then someone new came and joined the
group. He’s a man that I have seen always off in the distance in my meditation. I have
found him attractive for some reason, though I’ve thought that doesn’t seem appropriate,
but I do find this man attractive. He’s never really joined the group.
Well, this time he came close, and I asked him to come closer. I asked him what
his name is. He said his name is Leonard. Leonard and I, at that point, left the group, and
there was a bonding, shall I say, between the two of us. It was a very beautiful
experience. After the meditation, I wasn’t sure what to think of what had happened in the
meditation. I was thinking of the book “Initiation” and I was thinking maybe I would
never get back to meditating again. Because we were brought up in a very puritanical
society, I thought that perhaps what happened between the two of us was improper.
I meditated the next day, and my source group assured me that everything was
just fine. There was nothing happened that was improper. Leonard and I left again, and
we sat down. He had two things he wanted to tell me. He said, “Remember, you are very
powerful.” The second thing he said was “Be prepared.” I was trying to relate this into
my everyday life, and I was getting very mixed feelings during the week.
The next day I had another meditation, and my main source lady started pulling
on a chain. At the other end of the chain was a white anchor. Different people in the
group painted it with gold and put pearls on it, and made it just beautiful. Leonard told
me later that it was to symbolize the stability that the group was giving me. (Sheariam:
That is correct.) That was the end of that meditation or of the most significant things
that happened in it.
At that point, I talked to Gloria that evening. She invited me to come over and talk
to her, because I just wasn’t sure what was going on. We discussed different possibilities.
She told me that my source very definitely would let me know what they had in store for
me. (That is true. What question do you have at this time unanswered with regard to
the experiences you have related? You seem to have them pretty well integrated.)
Bonnie: I think I’m curious about Leonard. He’s been there for quite a few months.
I guess you’ve always said that they’re waiting there, and when we need them, or when
it’s time, they’ll come. There are a lot of experiences that I’m experiencing with him that
I experience in this life, too. I’m attracted to him, and I’m also attracted to men in this life
who have the same quality, certain dignity, quiet, certain characteristics that I’m attracted
to. Here, I’m wondering which came first, the chicken or the hen. Am I attracted to him
because he’s like that, or am I attracted to men because of him? Has he always been in
my life?
Sheariam: One is not the cause of the other. The attraction is felt because of
certain characteristics within yourself which are a result of synthesis of past life
experience. The man is what you might call a dream lover. Everyone has a dream
lover, even as everyone has his own physician, his own instructors in various areas
of understanding and expertise. The band of guidance and assistance is almost
limitless in your terms. Only some of their talents and their assistance is evoked by
the entity incarnated in this physical role. In this instance, for you in particular, you
have reached a point of evolution in your psychic life which now demands certain
abstinence in the physical life. Thus, the dream lover comes forward to keep your
life balanced. When it is no longer necessary for him to be in that supportive role, he
will again recede from your consciousness. For now, enjoy his companionship,
accept his guidance for he is altruistic totally in his assistance to you.
Bonnie: He’s been telling me things about my skin and cooking and various things,
very interesting, that I won’t go into. The next day I did have a meditation, and in this
one I went to my table. I laid my head on the table and ran my hands all over the wood. I
left there, and got on the path to go to the well. I noticed that my dress was white. I had a
blue sash, girdle around my waist. I was wearing a white nun’s cap. When I got to the
well, I took the cap off and put both of my hands in the well. I drank the water and
washed my face. It felt very good.
Then I started splashing the water all over the well. This suddenly created rain,
and it started raining down into the well. Then rainbows were on my hands. They were
just tiny rainbows from finger to finger. They were just covering my hands. I wiped one
of them off on my dress and more appeared. Then I knew that it had something to do with
healing.
Sheariam: There is your answer for the doves. You see, as you pursue the
exercise, early questions form answers in later exercises.
Bonnie: I’ve been reading a book, and now I remember that they called me “little
one” quite a few months ago. You said that my name, Kathryn, means “little one”. At this
point I felt kind of angry or obstinate with my source group. I felt like I’d gone through
so much that week without getting any answers from them. So they joined me around the
well.
My source lady told me that I would be healing. Susan put ropes of pearls around
my neck, and when I got to Leonard, he took both of my hands. He turned them palms
up, and he kissed each hand. He said that the healing would come through him.
Gabriel said that he would be the one who would make it very clear to me when I
was needed, that I needn’t concern myself with that. My next man, who I don’t have a
name for, said that he would be there to give me the empathy and feeling that I would
need in what I was doing.
Then when I got to my last lady, in her hesitant way, she finally handed me two
rods. They weren’t hot, but they were glowing rods. They were about six to eight inches
long. She put one in each hand, and they radiated something. That was the end of that
meditation.
Sheariam: Yes. The rods of light are like healing tools for you. You will find as
you approach a diseased or afflicted body, the rods of light will appear, and will
either pull your hands to the afflicted area, or you will find yourself using them to
assist the body in realigning its energy forces.
Bonnie: She assured me that she would be showing me how to use them, and has
done some of that. After that my hands felt very different. It doesn’t seem to be so
prevalent right now, but the first week or so…. I was trying to describe it to Gloria, and I
said, “When I think of someone that needs healing or something, it’s like an urge, like a
sexual urge going to my hands.” And she said that’s exactly what it feels like for her also.
(This is why Leonard declared his alliance with you.)
I had so many other meditations. I had one where I went into my room and
examined each corner of the room. Then I went to the table and sat there with my hands
folded just like a nice little school girl. Then a deck of cards appeared. I shuffled them
and found they were tarot cards. One of the them was the three of sword, the nine of
clubs and a luna card. I described them to Gloria and she told me what they were and
basically what they meant.
I left the table and took one of the swords with me. I walked down the path to the
well and took out stones. They were all black and white stones like onyx and diamond. I
laid them out on the lip of the well, but I wasn’t happy with that. So, I asked the last lady
in my group if she would help me. She put them in triangles.
I left there and joined my source group. My first lady had nothing say, but Joy,
who is my ribbon and rainbow lady, the one that’s always happy and excited about
things, had a heart in her hand that had been cut in two. The heart was of a man who I
stopped seeing a few months ago. She held it in her hand and wanted me to put it
together. So, I put it together, and then Susan started putting white petals of flowers on
the heart.
I left them and came back. I noticed that the heart was still together, and that it
was stitched in white cross stitch. I talked to each of the other people in my group. When
we came back my friend was sitting on a chair. I was in back of him. My last lady
showed me how to use the rods, and we put them across his chest and over his head. That
was basically what that meditation was all about. (And what is your question?) I was
just wondering why he was put in that meditation. Is there any significance to it?
(He symbolizes certain things to you. It is for you to search your own heart to
see what is residual with you left by your association with him.)
Bonnie: This embarrasses me. I only have two more. One meditation was very
brief. I went to my table. It was filled with swords. I took them all in my arms and carried
them down the path and threw them in the well. Then I drank some of the water. It tasted
terrible. It was like a vault of sky that fell off, and I took each of the swords and just
threw them all off into oblivion, basically. That was all that happened in that meditation.
Sheariam: This is highly symbolical. With this one we will help you, but you will
have to do most of the work yourself. The swords represent thoughts of the material
world which you are still carrying with you and which must be bathed in the waters
of your life. Then they must be discarded in order for you to become purified to
fulfill the mission which you are now accepting.
Bonnie: In the meditation I had yesterday morning, I went to the well and picked
out a very large beautiful pink cut stone, just gorgeous. I went to my source group, and
Leonard put it inside of me, inside of like my stomach. (That is your healing stone.
You are to work in the pink ray.) What do you mean? (Think pink.) That’s it, and I
thank you very much for helping me. (You are quite welcome.) It’s just that I don’t
quite understand how this is going to enter in. Well, I guess I know I shouldn’t worry
about it.
Sheariam: You do not know how your life is going to end, but you do not live
each day trying to find that out. In the same way, you do not know how this
experience is going to resolve itself. Do not live each day worrying about that
problem. It will be given you as you are able to understand and as you are able to
use it… And now is there someone else I can serve?
Owen: Yes, I had a visit to my well. My meditations start in a meditation room bordering
on a garden. A path goes from the room through a garden to a well. It’s a covered well
with a rock apron around it and a circular rock wall around it and provision for cranking
up the rope for raising the bucket. There are two wooden covers. But this particular
experience, I found myself pouring a bucket of trash or waste, something that just
shouldn’t be poured into a well, and I poured it in. This bothered me and I immediately
started bailing out the well and kept bailing it out until the water was clear. I was using a
white bucket and I could see that the foreign matter had been bailed out. Then I did drink
some of the water; it was quite refreshing. Then I sat down – there are seats around the
outside of the well. It also has a roof, like the well is in a gazebo-type structure. I sat
down to see if there was anyone there; there hadn’t been anyone there at that point. No
one appeared, but there was some interesting wildlife – some rabbits, a deer and some
birds, but no humans.
Sheariam: And your question?
Owen: The significance of my pouring undesirable material into the well. It startled me
when that happened. I assume there are possibly undesirable that have occurred in my life
that I would have to repair, and the bailing out is the process.
Sheariam: The significance here is that you are daily putting in unnecessary
emotions, deeds, thoughts into the waters of your life. It is for you to clean up your
thinking processes as you did the well with the white bucket. The white bucket
shows the purity of intent. Do not dwell too much with the path; deal with the daily
debris polluting your life. Does that help?
Owen: That helps. Thank you.
Bonnie: What is the significance of the wildlife in his meditation?
Sheariam: This is an example of the internal awareness of some part of personality
which is not under control, has not been domesticated. As you can see, they are
mostly gentle animals.
Bonnie: I was wondering because in one of my meditations, I was holding a bunny, and
then a bunny at the well, and a bird and a butterfly. And I took the bunny with me and I
held and petted it while I was talking to my group.
Sheariam: A rabbit, a young rabbit, represents the potential for multiplication, not
yet mature.
LaMar: I have some here. One of them came into a meditation I had yesterday, and
I think possibly it would be good to give it first, then get to yesterday’s meditation. It is
one that occurred almost a year ago, just before Christmas of last year. It was sort of a
forest setting and I apparently had been shot. I had seen what first looked like a bear and
then it turned into a bear standing on its hind legs, and then it turned into a man in a bear
skin coat. Then in later meditations I was laid out on the meadow and apparently had
been shot.
In the meditation a year ago, I went into a very deep meditation. This is actually a
composite of several meditations, about three to be exact. They all took me to exactly the
same place. My two guides, Doris and Naomi, were there with me. As we went along, the
scene was different than any I had seen before. Sort of scrub brush with scrub trees in the
background, in the distance. As we were going along, all of a sudden I saw what I
perceived to be the body of the man in the bear skin coat who had shot me. The body had
obviously been there for a long time as there was sand blown against one side of the
carcass. I immediately walked over to him. Doris and Naomi stepped over to one side and
just stood looking very happy and excited. They did not go with me. It was obvious this
was something I was to do by myself.
I walked over and held my hands up over the carcass and said, “You do not have
to suffer any longer because you have been forgiven.” I then stood there going over and
over again that he was forgiven and anyone else in this lifetime or any other who had
wronged me was also forgiven. I asked that if I had wronged anyone, either knowingly or
unknowingly, that I also be forgiven. Suddenly there was a baby came up out of the
ground at the feet of the carcass. It startled me because there was also a rustling going on
there, and I remember saying, “I wish Virginia was here so she could tell me what is
going on.” (This refers to Virginia Fidel)
Almost instantly Virginia was standing in front of me with a big smile on her
face. Another baby came up from the ground, and I said, “Is that the Baby Jesus?” She
said, “No.” Then a third baby came up from the foot of this carcass and she said, “That is
you.” Now this, I assume, went back to the rebirthing that you have mentioned before
that came in other meditations since then, but the following meditation we returned to
exactly the same spot and went over almost exactly the same thing except the first baby
that came up had a banner across it that said, “Joy.”
Then the second one had a banner that said, “Peace.” The last one said, “Love.”
Gradually the babies sort of faded away, disappeared, and the three words were left
hanging sort of in the air on various levels as if they were on a music staff. I never did get
anyone to give me an interpretation of the babies coming up from the ground, etc. I do
not know if this was part of the rebirthing. I assume the three words meant harmony but
didn’t know whether it meant I should live in harmony; I will live in harmony, or what.
That was seemingly the end of that long series which lasted over several years of
meditation. I have never had another one like that since, even though I try. It’s like that
message was finished.
Sheariam: No, that completed the message for you, and once a message is
completed, it will not be repeated. The bear represented a hibernation which, in
effect, your essential self was involved in. Your external self was apparently quite
busy and quite involved in life but the inner you had gone into hibernation. It was
essentially asleep.
The meditation included not only symbology but also some reality. The mind
does synthesize things in strange ways. The symbols are not always kept distinct and
clear from each other. The man in the bear skin coat is a reality. That is someone
with whom you have had reincarnational karmic encounters. You did the right
thing in the forgiveness. You did at that time release him to go about his affairs, and
released yourself to go about your affairs, and thus it enabled you to come out of the
hibernation that you were in.
The babies, as they appeared, were you in each instance, and represented the
three life streams which we have told you about before. The first life stream, as you
spent a majority of the years up until then with your first wife. That connection was
to teach you “Joy”, how to be joyous within yourself, independent of a mate or other
people. That lesson is learned whether or not you were able at that time to manifest
it. Thus, the banner remained when the baby was gone.
The second marriage was the second life stream, and that was to teach you
“Peace”. With all of the strife that was about you, you learned a deep lesson of inner
peace. You kept your sanity when all seemed to be insane about you.
Your third marriage is your third rebirth, and it is the marriage of “love”
and teaches you not only how to live in peace and joy with another person, but also
in love with yourself. In this marriage, you learn to forgive yourself, to not expect
perfection of yourself or other people. Thus, joy and peace can reign in your love
shared with your third wife. And thus, the message was delivered. It only remained
for you to find the third wife.
LaMar: Thank you. I very, very greatly appreciate that. (Much confusion and
talking and clapping. “How exciting.” “Wonderful.”, etc.) It has been almost a year I
have been wishing for an interpretation of this extremely important to me meditation.
Myra: This was before you met Reta Mae, too, wasn’t it?
LaMar: Yes, it was.
Reta Mae: But when he was telling me about that meditation, I had assumed
similarity of what she was talking about.
Sheariam: You will recall that it was nearly at that time that Silverthistle told
you about your upcoming marriage.
LaMar: Yes, it was. It was almost exactly the same time. (Much clapping and
laughing and obvious happiness being expressed by the group.) I surely appreciate that.
Now about the meditation that I had yesterday, I have had the two that I have reported
when I went to the well. Otherwise, I have had very little success of getting any sort of
message. I have just seen myself come up out of the water, and seen the group there.
In the one yesterday, I came up out of the water, and there were two or three
standing in robes by the edge of the well as usual. I simply sat on the edge of the well
with my legs and feet hanging over into the water, and the message that I was receiving
was that I was a pinpoint of matter spinning forth. As it ceased, I came into being with
the thought that as I came from a tiny globule of energy, I am indeed a part of God and
God a part of me. As the globule of energy came from The Absolute, so I came from and
am a part of The Absolute. As The Absolute is spirit, so I am also spirit housed
temporarily in a physical body.
My spiritual body, which came from The Absolute, has the perfection of The
Absolute. So also, my physical body, since every organ, every cell, every miniscule part
of my physical body is a thought of God, then it must also have the perfection of God’s
thoughts. Since all of God’s thoughts are perfect, then each part of my physical body
must also be perfect. I have only to accept this perfection is mine. At this time, it became
very clear to me that I should read the Law of Ideation. I did that later and was instantly
drawn to the part that said “the Law of Ideation says to you that before anything else can
happen to you, or with you, or by you, you must be in compliance with the Law of Idea.
Divine thought establishes divine plan. Your thought establishes your plan.”
Sheariam: Therefore, you must love yourself as you are, for while you may see
yourself as imperfect, as a thought of God, you cannot be imperfect. Your
dissatisfactions with yourself are only because you have accepted certain opinions
upon which you based a judgment. They are not actually a truth.
LaMar: The thing that was in question in my mind was whether I actually was
getting that message after I came out of the meditation, whether I had actually gotten that
message or whether it was part of my own thinking, my own belief system that has come
in. (Do you recall, among the people at your well, the monk?) Yes, that is the last
part that I was about to tell you.
Two that I saw at the edge of the well were Doris and Naomi. They were smiling
at me and suddenly parted, allowing what I called a Master in a white robe. I presume
that you refer to him as the monk. He stepped forward between them and said, “Rise, go
in Peace and in perfect health.” Then he raised his hands as if for me to stand.
Immediately the meditation with the three babies which we just discussed and the story of
Jesus when he told the man by the stream to take up his bed and walk, came to me very
vividly.
Sheariam: The question that you just voiced as to whether your perceptions were
in accordance with your belief system or whether you were really getting the
message, I might add, you were correct on both counts. But it was indeed a
telepathic message from the monk which set those thoughts in motion.
LaMar: That’s wonderful. I’m so glad that you mentioned the monk before I did
because that is extremely evidential to me that I was indeed in a deep meditation there. I
think that was all I had and I certainly thank you very greatly. (You are most welcome.)
Bonnie: I had another question. First of all, I have spun around in other
meditations, and this last time when I was given the stone to put inside of me, one person
in my source group spun a bar around, and then the next person took the bar and spun it
the other way around. I was wondering exactly what would that signify? (They are tying
to demonstrate to you how energy moves. You have begun your lessons in healing.)
Thank you. (You’re welcome.)
Owen: We might ask about the publication of the book. Is there any particular
advice from Silverthistle or from you that we might consider in planning what we should
do with the book? (We may take an interest in it at a later time. However, this is
Silverthistle’s project.)
Reta Mae: I had a number of meditations at the well, and this one in particular
I wanted to ask some questions about. I followed a running brook, a stream coming off of
a mountain. There were trees, green firs, a lot of foliage, plants, flowers, and a variety of
birds singing. There was a large number of birds. It is not a tropical type area. The stream
comes down into a flat area. Here it fills a community well. Around this well it seemed to
be a little bit barren. At the well I hear people talking, and I see silhouettes of men,
women and even children, but I do not zero in specifically on a face or form. It is all
silhouettes and that type of thing.
My new husband, LaMar, is there. I do see him there very clearly. He is the only
person I do see clearly, and I think he is there because I wanted him there. We all drink of
the well water. We all have buckets and ladles and things to drink, but as we start to
drink, it has turned into a spiritual ether. It is not a physical form or resemblance of
physical form of water at all. It is a spiritual flow that is going into each one of us. LaMar
and I are sharing a ladle together. There is great peace and happiness among us. There is
singing and again, I cannot zero in on anybody but LaMar.
Then I slowly depart alone, and it seems like each one just departs back from the
well in their own form or in their own silhouettes and each one of us is engulfed in a real
golden glow like a divine love. And that is it. My question is this. “I think I know why
LaMar is there because I am sharing life with him, and I want him into the spiritual
aspect.” But I would like your comment on this.
Sheariam: There are two things occurring here, as we see it. Number one, you
are telepathically tuning in on the channel’s meditation of the well. The symbology
is almost precisely exact, and you may compare that with her whenever you wish.
Secondly you have not practiced it sufficiently to enable your spirit family to
materialize for you. You must keep working at that until they become very real. It is
quite proper to include your husband there whether it is by conscious wish or not.
Reta Mae: I had not had LaMar in any other of my meditations. This is the
first one. We have not discussed our meditations back and forth with each other. (That is
well that you keep it that way, at least for a while.) I did want to ask you about this.
I’m coming down off this mountain. This beautiful brook is flowing into this well, which
seems the appearance again. It is very barren, and yet when we go to drink, we drink
from a spiritual aspect, rather than from a water aspect.
Sheariam: That is the stream of your life, of this life as you are now. In the
material world, it does appear to be barren of the spiritual world. Only you are
conscious of the spiritual aspect of your life in that consciousness. I might add that
the sounds of music you hear, the birds singing and other sounds, that is the celestial
choir. Keep listening for it, and it will swell in great grandeur. (Reta Mae: It’s
becoming more and more so, yes. Thank you.) You’re welcome.
Bonnie: What about the ether?
Reta Mae: Well, the spiritual type of thing – it wasn’t a physical water like liquid. It
was like a spiritual glow that we were consuming, and LaMar and I were sharing this
thing. (Which indeed you are.) That’s what I thought it was.
Bonnie: Oh, I hope I was there, too!
Reta Mae: I know that the first meditations I did at the well, the whole group
was there. I could see each one individually so plain. And that was another thing. Now
there are people there and there are children, all shapes and sizes, but they’re in
silhouette. But I really should zero in then on the people? (Yes.) I somehow have a
feeling that it wasn’t necessary, or something. But I should? (You should because your
spirit band is there waiting for you to clarify your consciousness to the degree that
you can converse face to face.) OK. That would be very beneficial, wouldn’t it? (Yes.)
Ida: I’m just amazed. I try to meditate, and I pray, and all that. But before I’m
halfway through, I wake up. (Keep trying.) I had one where I stood on a piece of ground
with vegetation all around, but the ground that I stood on was dry and parched and
cracked, like it had dried off. It seems to me there was somebody behind, and I was
wondering about that. Then all at once where I was standing this spring of water started
out and flowed down a narrow channel with vegetation on both sides. Then I woke up.
Sheariam: That is an excellent start, for you see the parched ground on which
you stood represented the fact that the spiritual waters were dammed up. Your
capacity to visualize, to get into the meditation, was prohibited or inhibited in some
way by other thoughts or traditions or beliefs. But the fact that the water did come
up and began to spring up and flow for you shows that the meditation will come.
You will be able to fulfill the exercise and benefit from it. So, do continue your
effort.
Myra: I’ve had the same problem Ida has had. I had a wonderful meditation at
my first well. I’ve tried so many times to go back to it, and it just blanks out. It just won’t
happen. So, I keep thinking I’m not going to get up tight about it. It will come. But I
think I haven’t been as diligent about sitting down and saying, “OK, now is the time.” I
must pursue that, I know.
Sheariam: Remember Khamael and disciplined forcefulness is the primary Law of I
Am. You must affirm to yourself, “I am a meditator.” Then you will meditate.
(Myra: I’ve been trying to say AUM first.) That is a good tuning in practice. (I am a
good meditator.)
Bonnie: I’ve also wondered about Ratziel. I’m not quite sure how. Now when we
call in Khamael or Gabriel, we have words to use. But with Ratziel, do we just say his
name?
Sheariam: You have not yet been taught how to use the name. You have been
given an assignment. Upon completion, or at least with some progress with that
assignment, you will be taught how to use that energy form. (Ed. Archangel)
Bonnie: I had one other question. The table in the empty room. I was wondering,
more and more things seem to be happening at that table. I was wondering about the
significance of that.
Sheariam: I will give you some clues, but you will have to work it out for
yourself. A table represents that which holds certain life sustenance for you. A table
is also a tool. A table also furnishes your life. You must look to its composition, its
shape, geometrical angles, and use that which you are being taught to derive the
meaning of the table.
(At this point the pronunciations of various words was gone over. These have been given
previously.)
Myra: I think I’m going to make “disciplined forcefulness” my motto.
(Excellent plan. That answers a question you asked over a year ago, “How may I
take myself in hand to make myself meditate?”) (Much expression of surprise.) You’re
incredible! That’s exactly what I asked you! Thank you. (I was “Scribe” then. I
recorded that.) (Bonnie: Who is Scribe now?) (Someone not yet acquainted with
you.) (Myra: Were you acquainted with us then?) (I was recorder then.) (You must
have been acquainted or you wouldn’t have remembered.) (You are thinking in human
terms.)
Bonnie: Do you pretty much know what our meditations are before we even tell
you what they are? (In certain fashions. In no way that I could explain to you that
you would understand. It is not an invasion of privacy.)
Owen: Invasion of privacy doesn’t bother us nearly so much as it does some
people who appear in the press objecting to everything. But I had wondered about my
meditations. I’ve been trying to meditate more often, but the well meditation seems to be,
in listening to the others where the well just naturally appears, mine seems to be a little
bit forced. I have imagined this garden area, and I have imagined the path to this
particular preferred well. Before that, I had paths going in the other direction to another
covered well similar to the one I’ve been going to recently, but nobody was there either.
So, I thought maybe the location is wrong. Then for a while there was a new
flagstone cemented well with a hand pump in the middle, not covered at all. It was a new
well, and nobody came to that. So, I dreamed up this third well. They’re all still there in
my meditation garden. I wondered if it is making any difference that I’m selecting this
particular well. Should I just keep on going to that well, waiting to see who turns up?
Hopefully somebody will.
Sheariam:You must remember that as a human being in a physical condition,
your key to the spiritual realm is your faculty for imagination. It is one of the things
that sets man above the other elements of the world, of the earth. If you are unable
to spontaneously find a well, then imagination, conscious construction, is the key.
You will soon find that as you approach the well, it will perhaps change form before
your eyes, or you may suddenly, while you think you are going to be doing
something else, find yourself at the well.
Myra: This is really developing our powers of concentration, too, isn’t it? (Yes,
indeed.)
Owen: We greatly appreciate your extra session with us. This has been most
helpful.
Myra: I’m especially thrilled for LaMar.
LaMar: Likewise.
Sheariam: As I gave in the beginning tonight, we are overjoyed at your efforts,
and thus very willing to help you. There are certain limits to the help we can give
you, or rather I should say, help that we may give you. You have created a very
interesting, three-dimensional, if you will, geometrical figure of energy, which I’m
not sure that I could explain to you.
In the book, “Initiation”, there is a diagram which shows how two
tetrahedrons can be found within the cube. Tonight, you have established a
geometric figure which has five tetrahedrons. (Owen: Is that a figure that is here?) It’s
an energy field in the midst of you at this moment. If you were to extend your hands
towards the center of the room, you would find certain points where the energy is
stronger than at other areas. You would be able to trace the outline of the figure. It
is as real as you are.
Reta Mae: Do you help make this, these points, too? (Yes. This is one of the
parts of the connection made. This is why you are given that the consultation had to
be a group effort.) What do we normally have on our Saturday night group? (That is
indescribable – five tetrahedrons intermeshed.)
Bonnie: Is there a particular meaning to that? (Of course. There is meaning to
everything. It’s just that those are the points of energy that you have put together.)
(Note: Tetrahedron: triangles on all four sides with all points equidistant.)
Bonnie: That’s one that perhaps we can open up and walk into? (Yes.)
Reta Mae: This is getting exciting. (We hoped you would feel that way.)
Oh, I’ve felt that way since I came into this Saturday night group.
LaMar: I’ve gotten so I feel very sorry for all these thousands of people tramping
around on the street who have no idea what’s going on around them. No idea what life is
all about.
Owen: Unfortunately, you get the impression that world leaders are in that same
boat. The decisions they make, the way they go toward dealing nation to nation. (But
there was one senator at least who knew that there was going to be an event in the
White House.)
Bonnie: Yes, I saw that on the news tonight. He said he had a feeling that
something was going to happen.
Sheariam: There is more psychic perception in that body than is ever admitted
to. But do recall that psychic perception is not necessarily spiritual perception.
Myra: Did you say that the Senate is where the psychic perception is?
LaMar: One of the senators. That he would have been very surprised if something
like that hadn’t happened because he had felt for some time that it was going to.
Owen: I was just wondering if it would be appropriate to have a healing? (If you
would so choose.)
LaMar: Will we be getting healing from the temple for most of our meetings?
(Yes.)
Myra: I would especially ask you to pray tonight for Maurine, in great need of
our help, and Carol, my daughter-in-law. (Larry, Richard and Nestor also mentioned)
Sheariam: As you share these healing energies, try to become more aware of this
geometrical energy figure which you have created, for you can use the points on this
figure as emitters to translate your healing thought into healing energies, which then
are transmitted as by quartz crystal to the recipient as you think of the recipient.
So, breathe deeply. We will expand this bundle of energy in this interesting
configuration until it surrounds all of us. Oh. Your effort is calling in the Temple
Healers. There are some available to be with us. They enter now one by one. (Several
expression of welcome and thanks.) They are interested in the transmission of healing
energies to victims of a very recent disaster, one of which you may not yet have
heard.
Now with their energy, the figure grows, not only greater but more vibrant.
It actually begins to pulsate with the healing energy. You should begin to feel that
pulsation within your own bodies, as you are now within the figure. Call in your
loved ones, and let them tune also to the pulsating beat of this healing energy.
(Names called.)
Now in response to the regular beat of this pulsating energy, the celestial
choirs are drawn also and their music joins with the energy of your thoughts and
the energy of your love and desire for others. Now all are present that have been
called. Very well. There are some who wish not to respond. Thus, we shall bless
those that have come, and share with them in the joy of this healing moment.
We shall join in the chorus with the choir, releasing those who have been
called to return to themselves as they may wish to do. So, you may close your
meditation with the singing of the Alleluia and the celestial choir will join.
(Closed with singing.)
Sheariam: And now my dear ones, go in peace, in health, and in prosperity. We
shall meet you again at the appointed time. Good night.
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