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Session #75 – May 17, 1986 Gloria’s Circle
Present: Richard and Mary White, Owen and Maxine Cramer, Myra Perala, Bonnie Wisz, Eileen Horton, Betty Welty, Sidney Smither, Ida Perala.
At Eileen’s, the session was preceded by a pot-luck dinner and a study session on selecting the appropriate Law and Archangel for various life situations. Preliminary plans were discussed for the May 31st open session. Richard led the opening meditation. During the singing of “Open my eyes” Gloria, in trance, was smiling and obviously enjoying being there. Our new guest found difficulty in finding the words to express the meaning or intent. These “ummms” have been omitted from the transcript so it can be more easily read.
Xanokouri: Hello. I am Xanokouri (pronounced zan, as in hand, ohhh, koo, ree). I am a member of this personality’s associates. We were together in a Grecian life long before your Christian Era. We were scientists versed in astrology and occultism. This unexpected session tonight made it possible for me to meet you. I have been here before, but not allowed to speak, as there were other matters more important. So I join with you in your joy and your laughter. Let us have a personal time together. Sheariam is to come to you in a planned time.
Myra: Would you like us to introduce ourselves to you? (I know you all. I am with you every time the personality is with you.) Richard: We are very happy to have you with us. Bonnie: So you are associated with Joshua and Jonathan? (Yes. It would be my pleasure this time if I could be of service to you, to answer any personal questions, if I may. I assist in what you call the Life Readings.) That’s why I read mine before I came tonight!
Owen: (Obtains spelling of Xanokouri). I wanted to ask, what is the source or sources of information that are tapped to prepare the Life Readings? (That is always a great question in the minds, yes. In the structure of your universe, of which Sheariam will be teaching you, there are those storehouses of information which are accessed through the patterns in the entity body. Then a selection is arrived at to describe the personality. You each carry within your bodies, an index that might, in the terms of your modern language of computers, be called “passwords”. As the questions are asked, and your name, personality name, is given, it provides a connection, access to these storehouses of record that are like memory banks. The eastern philosophy calls them Akashic Records. But each expression of life has its own cell of information.) Bonnie: What did you say? Each what? (Each expression of Life, entity and then subsequent personality.) You have a Slavic accent? (Another suggested Greek.) (Many lives. (Accent slight to this point. Mannerisms: smiling, occasionally opening eyes, turning from one to another, continuous hand gestures, frequently with two or three fingers of the right hand together and often to the mouth. Some difficulty in selecting the correct word.)
Sidney: The peoples who are suspected of founding the Greek Empire were the Arians from the steppes of Russia who traveled through India. Could that be part of your background? (Oh, yes.) Owen: When you were mentioning earlier that we had been together, were you referring to this group or Gloria’s Source group (Ah, the personality is we all.) Myra: The personality of Gloria? (Yes.) When you say “we are”, are you referring to your associates? (All of us who are involved in this personality expression. Constant companion. You, too, have your constant companions.) Maxine: Can we talk to these constant companions through meditation? (Yes.) Myra: Mine keep evading me. (You are spoken to.) Oh, I know that I am. I feel guided all the time, but when I ask them to talk to me so that I can hear them, they don’t answer me. But when I’m doing something, I do feel very guided. Is that the way they speak to me? (They speak to you. You do not hear. You expect perhaps words, and in first communications, ideas, inspiration. We guide. We herd, and sometimes we push. And sometimes we hold. We keep you from the bluff. ) (Many pauses as though searching for words.) Betty: And sometimes you slam doors? (On fingers.) (Laughter.)
Bonnie: Can we ask some questions about our life readings? (Please do.) I had a warning about this fall for me, and I sensed something for a long time. I’ve been given a lot of ideas in meditation of things that I should be having made and produced and marketed. And I’m wondering if that is the thing that I should be doing, and if I don’t do that, indeed I will have a fall this fall. Is that clear? (Yes, clear. But misconception. The warning had to do with emotion of affection – romance. The other, timeliness. The two may indeed present themselves at the same time, but not necessary connected.) What do you mean “the two”? (Romance and commerce.) That doesn’t seem very likely. (It can sneak up.) (Loud laughter). So would I be wise to go ahead with these ideas of things that have been given to me? (Yes. You are never given something for no reason. You have discretion. You have choice. You have responsibility. But those choices you make, your associates will strive to make successful for you.)
Eileen: I’ve been getting communications for some time through automatic writing, and one of the things that I am excited about, and yet I don’t know if I should be or not, is the possibility of seeing a grandson that I haven’t seen for fourteen years. This year he will be eighteen, and I’m wondering, how do you feel on this? (I catch your excitement. This is a very important year for this young person. It is a year of decision, of major acceptance of self, of purpose. It is important that he connect with you. You have thought he needs. A kink, a thought to be straightened, cleared.) Things he’s been told perhaps? (Taught. Truth. Family history.)
Mary: Xanokouri, I have two things I would like to ask you. First I would like to ask if you could be of any help about our little grandson, Brandon. He seems to be really struggling. His parents are really struggling. They’re being told that he needs special school, and they just really don’t know at this point what to do. They have been advised that he is in this world but really isn’t very happy about being here, and this is one of the reasons he can’t seem to settle in. Is there anything or anyone, or can we help him? (This boy has been sent, not by choice, not instructed properly. The time for birth arrived too soon. The entity had not completed the personality, and the life is as though a body ejected too soon from the womb. The intellect, the life desire, is still gestating. It is very difficult to find personality in expression who could guide and properly instruct. The associates are attempting to bring together those forces, those personalities who can help. It is probable that a structured schooling program would not suffice. This personality needs individual instruction in life, not in reading, writing and arithmetic. Survival skills are not developed. Do you understand?) Well, I understand that he just simply doesn’t adapt socially. He doesn’t seem to know how to do that. (He does not. The personality was not complete. It is as though the fetus ejected from the womb too early and needs assistance to breathe. The child does not know how to breathe socially, to enter, relate, to act with others. He does not have a complete memory bank from which to draw.) Is that something we can help him with? (Not really. Ask for the name. Among the child’s present associates there is one: Febeth, Febeth. Call Febeth to help, to bring to the child the instructor in living skills needed.) Richard: Where is Febeth? (Febeth is among the child’s associates.) By associates, do you mean the star-child? (As I.) Mary: As you are to Gloria? Richard: I see. One of the source group? (Yes.)
Sidney: Would having Brandon go through a rebirthing process also re-orient his breathing to help him? (Too soon. Too soon. Later.) Myra: How do they contact Febeth? (Call, Call. Talk. Make up story, so that the child speaks the name. Febeth can come as a playmate, and through games, learn, teach. The child will then learn.)
Owen: With respect to the birth which didn’t seem to occur at the right time, this sounds like an accident. But we have been told that there are no such things as an accident, yet this apparently did not occur according to some kind of plan. (Did occur by plan, but time is not always cooperative. In order for this entity to utilize this lifetime, the personality was not totally complete, but not inadequate. Do not misunderstand. The personality is adequate.) Richard: He is intelligent. (Yes.) It is the social skills he lacks. (Yes. Merely incomplete. Most personalities are complete but not finished. You finish the personality by living it.) Sidney: Might it be helpful for Brandon to get a life reading? (That should be helpful.) Richard: It might help his parents more than it helps Brandon. (Yes, to understand.)
Myra: I had a question about the tragedy at Mt. Hood this past week where these young people have frozen. Last night in our Cosmic Connection discussion about our news letter, we discussed what we had been told: that there were no accidents, and yet two of those young people lived and the rest froze to death. It seems so hard to feel that was not an accident. Could you elaborate on that? (Accident only because you do not see the wide overview. Each and every one, had they not been in this situation, would have found themselves in some other situation with the same result.) I was thinking of all the hundreds of people searching for them, and if they had looked two days earlier where they looked when they found them, they would have maybe survived. (But what would survive? The body? The lives had been lived. The mission accomplished. It is time.) Bonnie: And the boy with the tummy ache who didn’t go up? (Not time.)
Owen: I wondered if this was a situation where you mentioned that time does not always cooperate. Because the timing of the search in that particular area, and the locating of the ice cave, had it been an hour before or two hours before, there may have been other lives saved. Or, had they missed that, and the search was to have been called off just a few minutes later, and they could have missed, and there could have been no survivors. It seemed like a matter of timing. (You missed the point. One hour earlier would have increased the suffering for weeks.)
Myra: Could you speak about the Chernobyl nuclear radiation accident that they had. Is that also not an accident? (That was because we, in our realm, are trying to get the message through, that you are infants playing with fire. If you do not stop, you will burn down our house. What you shall be learning with Sheariam includes the birth of your existence which came from this nuclear fission and fusion. You are playing with the very source of your existence, not that immortal solvent, but the existence of the Mind and the soul and down through the realms.) Richard: So it’s not just one more source of energy. (Not at all. You are playing with the very source of stars.)
Owen: In a nuclear reaction certain amounts of matter are converted into pure energy. In this process is there destruction of Soul, Mind, Ego of the material involved? (There is destruction because the organization is disrupted.) That is, the molecular and atomic organization. (The sub-atomic) Which also has life? (Yes.) And is represented by a Soul. Richard: So instead of being creators, as we should be, we are destroyers. (As you were when you discovered fire. Now, you survived the fire. Will you survive the radiation?)
Myra: Last week we were given a powerful gift of a golden pyramid to protect our outside. (And the amethyst rod.) So I feel safe for the people in this room, but the others may not have that. Is that right? (Some) Betty: I understood that there is to be major destruction if things continue as they are on the earth planet. Now is this only on the physical planet earth as we know it? Beyond that is there to be survival if things continue? Are there going to be humans survive to start again? (We hope.) But at this time it is not known? (No. Creation is a continuous process. You create the future out of the now.) It was really interesting because my first feelings were of freedom and liberation and joy. And, Hey! Why worry about all this little sticky stuff. And then I got in touch with fear. Can we handle that beyond reincarnation? It was fascinating to find my emotions and feelings mixed with that. In light of the possibility, are our life readings based on the premise that it will continue pretty much as it is now without the destruction? In other words, they talk about what will happen two or three years from now. Is that taken into consideration in the life readings? (It is considered in the light of the individual.)
Betty: There is one question. Incidentally, thank you very much for the life reading. It was very helpful. (I do not do them alone, but we welcome your gratitude.) The insights helped. They created more questions. One question I did not get to ask was: I am assuming that some of the absolute thought patterns, emotional patterns, etc. are stored in our physical body, and such as wrists that won’t heal and backs that won’t heal, etc. Can you give me some specific helps on how we might go about releasing these things from our body and the emotions, or whatever goes with them, to clear them up so we can get on with our work?
Xanokouri: Complex question. Some of your organic disabilities stem from other lives. Not only your other lives personality-wise, but other lives of the Entity projection. You are not the only personality of your Entity in manifestation, so that other personalities current, concurrent lives with yours, link together the experience of a personality, feeds into the Entity, and back to another personality. So that’s what you do, the choices you make are important not only to you. Until the entity finds healing, some of the organic disabilities will not be healed. The cells will not lose that memory. This is why certain disabilities persist for such long times, even after understanding arrives or is achieved. It can be likened to an argument. The conviction here, another conviction there. Each argues his own point. Nothing gets accomplished until one or the other adopts, or there is a reconciliation. Sometimes this adoption or reconciliation requires several lifetimes to accomplish. But you move to that achievement by doing everything you can to heal in this lifetime this body, this heart, this substance.
Betty: Thank you. I’d like to ask some more questions about the various techniques they’re using. For instance, the body electronics where they use acupressure. Shirley MacLaine talks about acupuncture erasing some memories and physical problems that go with it. Massage. (Let us speak to acupuncture. You are energy in certain form. Certain aggregations of matter interface with time and space as you know it. In other universes where some of your Entity personality projections co-exist with you, that model interfaces with that time and space. And as a meridian is excited by acupuncture or acupressure or massage, there is a correspondence in the other universe. As you experience adjustments, you affect the other universe. So there is, then, not only this condition that you know, but all of those that you do not know, which are affected by these intersecting points of time and space.)
Maxine: Are they affected positively or can they be affected negatively? (Either way.) Myra: What causes the difference? (What causes pain? What causes pleasure.) Betty: Is acupuncture reasonable, a good thing for us to use here? (When applied by proper knowledge.) Maxine: And how does one know if there is proper knowledge. Through meditation? (How does one select a doctor, a lawyer, a teacher? You do not simply run to the nearest office. You have process of accreditation. You have a marvelous term: “quack”. (Laughter.) Do not go to quack. Use discretion. Your associates lead you, guide you, bring to you those who serve you best.)
Betty: Does the body electronics program help a lot for a lot of people? Could you give some information on it? (Like any other treatment, some will be helped and some cannot respond.)
Myra: On March 6th I received a fracture in my left femur. And my doctor told me it would be six to eight weeks until it was healed. And that will be nine weeks last Thursday. I wanted so much to be healed, I want the pain to completely leave, but it sometimes is there. Like today, I could walk some, but not a lot before it would hurt again. And I’m wondering if you could help me to know if it’s really going to heal properly, or if I’m going to have to have that steel ball put in. (You must look to what it is you intend to do when healed. Your injury resulted from improper intentions. You did not follow your guidance properly. You chose to be headstrong. One of the personality things to be worked upon in this lifetime. When one heads in the wrong direction, and we cannot stop you. You stop yourself.) I was working very hard at my job, and I put in too many hours, didn’t I? (Among other things, yes.) I’ve been trying so hard to think what it was that caused me to have that accident. It wasn’t an accident. It just happened. I truly have been very blessed during those two months. I’ve enjoyed it enormously. (Does that not give you a good clue? MMM?) (Laughter.)
Maxine: I have gotten in mediation so many times, “relax and let go”. Of course, I’ve had somewhat the same condition as Myra. So I think what it is telling me is that I was trying to manage too much, that I needed to relax and let go. (You tend to not allow others to make their own mistakes. Good intentions: strong mother love. You do not want your children to fall and scuff their knees, but they do not learn unless they do.) So the secret is to allow others to do as they wish and see fit, and then not to direct. (Yes. So often you determine what the consequences will be from some totally immaterial situation. Nothing will stop you from commanding the situation to be changed. You need to look at what importance it is, what consequence. Will it really matter? Usually it will not. So someone is slightly inconvenienced. Eh??) I would like to say one thing. I keep looking back at the time when this happened to me. I think it has something to do with cooperation. I was not cooperating. (Do not, dear lady, take all the responsibility to yourself. This is egoism.) In other words, I’m taking too much responsibility? (For the overall.) Maybe that was it, because I know that our family from Europe was coming, and we were planning for all of the family in our part of the country to meet the family from Europe. And this is when it happened. And they were coming to our house, and I was trying, I was planning, others could bring the food, and I was not going to do it. I didn’t think, myself. (But you demanded certain criteria, and expected too much of yourself, because you knew that you could not sit and watch others do. So you arranged that you sit and watch.) I need to sit and watch others do. Thank you.
Eileen: I think I’m in line for the third revelation. (Laughter.) I’ve been sitting too, for over four months, and the timing of my accident was two weeks before my husband died. I had been visiting him very regularly, and then I wasn’t able to be with him. I wonder why. (That is why, my dear friend. Your precious husband needed to be let go. And you would not. So it was arranged that the little one be under foot. You could not then cling so closely, and the spirit could fly.) I wondered about that. I had reached a point, however, where I wanted to tell him to let go. I did when I was separated from him. I was able to think that and send that thought to him. (But the body had to be restrained. Too bad. You made it so difficult for yourself.) And probably for him, too.
Maxine: That is a big question. I can see for me, it is a big question. How I can let go and not try to direct my husband. (Laughter.) And this is what I truly have been trying, to be quiet and let him do as he chooses, and give him the freedom to act and do as he feels he needs to do. (Emotional attachment. Caring too much. Possessiveness. It is as though, if you let go, you will lose some importance. And that is not true.)
Myra: Could we go back to what you commented about? It would depend upon what I want to do when I’m healed. I’ve been thinking about that, too. Is it important that I make up my mind before I’m healed? (Yes.)In other words, if I decide I don’t want to go back to teaching… but what I am going to do? I have to decide that. (It would be helpful to your healing process.) If I decide to go back to my classroom for several more years, that would make it… I mean, if it was a positive decision. I’ve really not been able to decide. (It is unlikely that you will be allowed to.) Allowed? Is this my Source Group guiding me again? (Partially.) And what else? (We all belong to a body of… I do not want to confuse you by using words given by Judith, but I must say, “Intention”. A Divine Plan, out of which grows the Soul Intention taught by Judith. In the natural evolving of the plan, certain responsibilities evolve upon certain beings who have developed certain wisdoms. Because of this experience and wisdom, their thoughts, their direction, their instructions, their wishes are respected and obeyed. You have free will, but only within certain circumference. You cannot do certain things. Too much depends upon…. You have a saying, “All chiefs and no Indians; no work done.” In order for order to reign, there must be the Governors. And so we are subject to rules of conduct. More of this will be given by Sheriam.
Myra: Did you tell me that the Governors would not allow me to go back to the classroom? Is that what you meant to say? (That is probably the outcome of the situation as it exists at this time. There are other involvements for you.) There are other things that it would be better for me to be doing? (Yes.) And I need to do is listen and figure out what that is. (Yes.) Could you give some indication of what types of things that might be? (How about enjoyment?) (Laughter.) Sounds wonderful. Although I’ve really been doing a lot of that. I’ve really enjoyed the whole year. I have a wonderful classroom, and I thoroughly enjoyed all my kids this year. The best year I’ve had in a long, long time. (Good way to finish.) (Laughter). That’s really exciting news.
Richard: Xanokouri, I have a question about my blood problem. I’m wondering if the numbness in my feet is a symptom of that or if it’s unrelated and there is something I can do in relation to acupuncture or massage and that kind of thing to help that foot situation. (It is not completely unrelated, naturally, but does not stem directly from that cause. It has more to do with arthritis, impaired circulation in the joints. Acupuncture could assist.) Good. And right along with that, to try to help it, my hematologist has reduced my chemotherapy intake drastically to experiment to see if that will help. Is this a good thing, or should I go back to my normal treatment? Or could you answer that? (I do not believe that the amount of drug you use makes the difference. Amount of calcium used by the tissues.) I haven’t changed that. I still take the normal amount that he prescribed. (That is good.)
Sidney: For two years, anywhere from five to seventeen days apart, I’d have anywhere from 24 to 48 hours a period of runny nose and stuffiness. For the first three months of this year, that totally disappeared, and I was able to do anything and eat anything that I wished, and noticed no serious benefits, and was able to have the feeling that whenever anything I felt would start, just having it kind of flow through me. Within the last seven weeks I’ve had three episodes of that. What might I do to recapture that healing that I experienced the first three months of this year? (You are under stress. You need clearing out. There is a love emotion not being expressed. You are not feeling affection. I am at a loss.) Is this love more for others, or for myself? (You need to give. You need to receive. You need to give in to some of the gypsy.) (Faint group remark followed by great levity.)
Eileen: Some things came through this automatic writing that I’ve been getting. It was a very new idea to me, and I’d like to know how you feel about it. I was concerned about one of my sons, and apparently I was talking to my guides. They said they knew his guides and could speak to his guides. I thought, “What a wonderful way of getting through and maybe helping someone else through our guides. Is this…? (This is true. This I tell about the child, you see.) It really can influence somebody you care about, if you contact your guides, and then they contact his guides? (But you must be very careful. You must not manipulate.)
Betty: That leads to a question I had: the difference between dominance and responsibility. Could you speak a little bit about knowing when you’re dominating and when you’re taking responsibility, for instance, with an elderly parent or a child? (There is no finely laid rule. This is part of this lifetime experience. This is why you are involved in such condition: to learn by trial and error. You try until you find that thing which serves – as you say, “works”.) If we’re feeling OK about it on the inside of ourselves, then we’re getting on the right path? (So long as you cooperate with your Associates.) I keep getting the door shut on my fingers. (Laughter). Oh, don’t put your fingers in the door.) (Laughter.) Maxine: When we communicate with our guides, can we ask them “Is this proper to do?” (Yes. And they will make the way easy. When you find that you are having to struggle over much, you are probably attempting to move in the wrong direction.) I know my guides have sometimes directed me, “No, don’t do…”
Owen: Could we go back to life readings a bit? One aspect of a life, of course, is what might be called the “destiny”. Now, destiny isn’t something you usually indicate in one life reading, I don’t believe, but the term was used by Judith in referring to who would survive geological changes. She said, “If it is the destiny to make the transition as a result of geological change, you will, regardless of where you are.” Is destiny something that is a very strong controlling factor? Was that a controlling factor in the people that perished on Mt. Hood? (Good, good, good. Destiny is part of birth, but you see it as fate. Destiny is where the life is intended to go, what it is intended to encompass. Fate is the way that the creative urge, the mentality, the love, works out that destiny.) Then the termination of the life is a very small part of the destiny. (Yes, indeed.)
Sidney: Xanokouri, going back to these children that died on Mt. Hood. There are personalities that are connected with the same Ego. Do they all share a similar destiny, or are they all quite different, or how can you elaborate on that? (There is no way to answer that question. Each personality, in any universe, has its own destiny. It can be similar.) From what I understand, each of the personalities shares the same Ego. They do affect each other, so there must be some sort of bleed through. (All of you here are sharing a destiny in that you are all citizens of the same nation, so that your destiny then is involved in national destiny, and the national destiny is, of course, involved in the destiny of the planet, and the planet of the solar system. So, of course, there are matters in common.) Some of those children that died up there basically are helping the other personalities that share the same Ego in some way that are currently existent on the face of the earth? (Their lifetimes have helped, not merely the death. You see that incident has awakened some awareness in many minds and hearts. Those parents are now considering the wisdom of the program which allowed this group of children to be there so ill-prepared.)
Eileen: It’s interesting, too, how many hearts went out to the parents of these children and to the situation. It just seemed to move everybody. (These kinds of incidents unite people who would not otherwise be united. In the times to come, you are going to need this kind of unitedness.) This brings us to this program they are going to have: hands cross the nation. Wouldn’t this be a very positive, energetic uniting of people? What effect is this going to have on our national situation? (Yes to the first question. I cannot tell you the national implications, but in our realm it brings rainbows.) It does affect your realm, too? (Oh, yes.)
Mary: Richard is going to be leaving his job on the first of October, and I think we have both had a lot of thoughts about that. My real strong feeling is that I want to make our lives more-simple. (Good thinking.) It came to me that it should be a beginning rather than an ending. There is work we need to be doing. (That will free the strength for application in other endeavors destined, if you will.) That is correct. There is work that the two of us should be doing. (Yes.) And it has something to do with being in our trailer. It almost feels like it’s something to do with traveling around or moving. (It would not be proper for me to tell you, but you are on the right track. That is for you to determine.)
Myra: It’s like me. I’ve got to do the same thing. I have dreamed of work, like going to a Peace Corps kind of place, to work with people who want to change their lives. That’s what had been my dream. Would that kind of a decision help me? (Yes.) Oh, all right! I know what I’m going to do. I had a vision about four years ago that in five years I was going to be on a tropical beach with palm trees waving, and there were about 15 little black children behind me, and we were all bare-footed. I had a back pack on my back. So I think I’m going to go and do something like that. (Why do you ignore that which is given?) Have I ignored it? I guess I have. (You cannot do that and spend another four or five years in a class room. As much as I have enjoyed this interaction with you, I am told it is time for me to retire. I bless you all, and thank you for accepting me. I give you love from all of us.)
After many expressions of love and appreciation and greetings to all in Gloria’s Source group, the session closed with the usual singing of “Let there be peace on earth”. We followed that with “Let there be JOY on earth”.
Following the question about Xanokouri’s accent, her accent became progressively more pronounced. She had obvious difficulty in finding the right words rather frequently, and punctuated much of her speaking with “mmm’s” – not transcribed for the sake of readability.
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